Monday, July 20, 2009
my blog is going to have its 400th post!!! hahaha...
hai... dun feel good this few days... juz feel sian... everyday work, work and more work... so many things piled up and not done yet... tml im going to guai guai sit at my desk and finish everything... this is my resolution for tml.... hahaha... tml im going to go office then settle my paper work... give it to the HR ppl... then im coming back down to the bank sit on my chair and get stuck to it... today is already the 20th and i have only done my acc until the 8th... wad the... so many weeks not done yet... see my table oso sian... so many things to do so juz cant finsih it... my target tml is to do until the best 19... if not i will need to bring home and do...
the last few weeks juz dun find myself productive... too many things to handle at 1 shot and i really think im inexperience... still alot for me to learn... juz this and the planning of schedule can kill me... every month schedule have to change for 20 over times.... juz sick and tired... always here cannot work there cannot work... hai...
sort of miss my sch life... not happy dun go sch... then can have alot of time to slack... now... NO... no time for slacking... hai... different stage of life... but its so tiring... im really sorry i cannot do well in the things im handling... i really cannot handle so much things at 1 time... i will loss my concentration...
juz had a mini celebration for lilian and agnes's bday... dinner then ktv wif bear, ahmei and akete... lol.. had fun but in the end... hai... dun wan to mention it... anyway its juz life.... wad we can do is juz accept it... no way u can change anything... but maybe u can change urself to be more postive...
suddenly feel i very negative this few weeks... always looking on the dark side of life... i dunnoe how long more can i take it... maybe at the end of the race of my life is depression... see so negative... hai... wad to do...
LIFE!!! Live
In
Fear
Eternally...
.:[*shuping*]:. 1:28 AM