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Wednesday, May 31, 2006
因为太了解所以很伤心
没有你只好听着风的声音
却有种叫做时间的东西
说没问题
最后我们会痊愈
因为太了解我无法坚定
这一次会要掉眼泪的决定
有些遗撼只能一个人听
很对不起
我还是珍惜
this song is really how we feel now... this song is call 了解 from 孙燕姿...
.:[*shuping*]:. 12:55 AM
alot of questions is running through my mind..... y am i living in this world??? y is it me??? y not other ppl??? how did i turn into like tt??? y will i meet all the ppl tt i am meeting now??? where's my mr right??? am i really a werid person??? y do i show my feelings on my face?? blah blah blah... there's more questions in my mind... but dunnoe how to write it out... the mixed feeling is back again... y????????? i really dun understand.... do i really dun bear to leave??? i think so... its like finally after so many things have past, then at last have some bond then leave again... then i might as well not to meet them... rite??? at least there wont be this kind of feeling and maybe i will live happier??? or knowing them is a good thing as its like part and parcels of life??? no idea??? really nobody can give me a definite ans... but i believe tt everything is predestinated before u come into this life... but how do i know tt things happening now is in the right track??? shld i continue this friendship? or shld i stop seeing them now?? questions, questions and MORE questions.... if u're reading this entry and know the ans to my questions, pls leave me a tag... cos i am really really really troubled now...
okie... now stop begin in questions land and go back to real life... there's always something tt we are doing and dun wan u to know... we are going this extra mile becos we dun wan u all to worry so much... but some ppl dun really know wad we are doing now... and they wan things to be done their way... we are not asking for more but juz hope tt we can get back wad we give... not trying to get reward but at least somethings tt can pleased us... i know we shld not ask for reward as we are willing to help.. but this is human heart wad... u tend to hope to have a little little bit of reward... as to keep us going... but until now,........ hai.... so dunnoe is it a mistake to know them??? if u really to ask me to leave now, i really dun have the heart to do tt... though its juz a month more relationship, but to me, it seems to be like a few months... time is passing so fast yet so slow...
sorry for the very emotional entry... but this is wad is really in my heart now... its like knot... hope tt someone can help to untie this knot and i can more happier...
so friends, if i dun talk or smile or look sad on my face, pls understand... thanx alot!!!!
alot of questions is running through my mind..... y am i living in this world??? y is it me??? y not other ppl??? how did i turn into like tt??? y will i meet all the ppl tt i am meeting now??? where's my mr right??? am i really a werid person??? y do i show my feelings on my face?? blah blah blah... there's more questions in my mind... but dunnoe how to write it out... the mixed feeling is back again... y????????? i really dun understand.... do i really dun bear to leave??? i think so... its like finally after so many things have past, then at last have some bond then leave again... then i might as well not to meet them... rite??? at least there wont be this kind of feeling and maybe i will live happier??? or knowing them is a good thing as its like part and parcels of life??? no idea??? really nobody can give me a definite ans... but i believe tt everything is predestinated before u come into this life... but how do i know tt things happening now is in the right track??? shld i continue this friendship? or shld i stop seeing them now?? questions, questions and MORE questions.... if u're reading this entry and know the ans to my questions, pls leave me a tag... cos i am really really really troubled now...
okie... now stop begin in questions land and go back to real life... there's always something tt we are doing and dun wan u to know... we are going this extra mile becos we dun wan u all to worry so much... but some ppl dun really know wad we are doing now... and they wan things to be done their way... we are not asking for more but juz hope tt we can get back wad we give... not trying to get reward but at least somethings tt can pleased us... i know we shld not ask for reward as we are willing to help.. but this is human heart wad... u tend to hope to have a little little bit of reward... as to keep us going... but until now,........ hai.... so dunnoe is it a mistake to know them??? if u really to ask me to leave now, i really dun have the heart to do tt... though its juz a month more relationship, but to me, it seems to be like a few months... time is passing so fast yet so slow...
sorry for the very emotional entry... but this is wad is really in my heart now... its like knot... hope tt someone can help to untie this knot and i can more happier...
so friends, if i dun talk or smile or look sad on my face, pls understand... thanx alot!!!!
.:[*shuping*]:. 12:30 AM
sian day!!! im down wif suspect of having CHICKEN POX!!!!! how?? the chalet is like 16 of june and now i am having this kind of thing... tml then can confirm if i really having it... i dunnoe shld i have it or not... if i have it then i dun need to take term test... but if i have it then i dunnoe if i can go to the chalet or not... and my mother is like so jing zhang... haven confirm then she so agitated... saying u cannot do this and u cannot do tt... cannot bath, cannot go out, cannot go eat this, cannot eat tt... wth... AUNTIE HAVEN CONFRIM LAH... so jing zhang oso no use.. if not then u busy for wad...
tml dunnoe can go class or not... but confirm DUN NEED TO GO SCH!!! haha... finally can rest... but dunnoe i can go out to settle somethings or not... sian... after knowing something is more sian... wth.. dunnoe how to say out... its beyond words.. but hope tt after communication then things will turn out ok...
juz now finally can talk to vin... haha... he remembered me!!! haha... say wad always see me... haha... true lah... always can see me.. but nv see me at recording last sat mah... haha... he oso know lah... haha...
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
sian day!!! im down wif suspect of having CHICKEN POX!!!!! how?? the chalet is like 16 of june and now i am having this kind of thing... tml then can confirm if i really having it... i dunnoe shld i have it or not... if i have it then i dun need to take term test... but if i have it then i dunnoe if i can go to the chalet or not... and my mother is like so jing zhang... haven confirm then she so agitated... saying u cannot do this and u cannot do tt... cannot bath, cannot go out, cannot go eat this, cannot eat tt... wth... AUNTIE HAVEN CONFRIM LAH... so jing zhang oso no use.. if not then u busy for wad...
tml dunnoe can go class or not... but confirm DUN NEED TO GO SCH!!! haha... finally can rest... but dunnoe i can go out to settle somethings or not... sian... after knowing something is more sian... wth.. dunnoe how to say out... its beyond words.. but hope tt after communication then things will turn out ok...
juz now finally can talk to vin... haha... he remembered me!!! haha... say wad always see me... haha... true lah... always can see me.. but nv see me at recording last sat mah... haha... he oso know lah... haha...
.:[*shuping*]:. 12:23 AM
feeling so sick and tired of sch... 3 warning letters... omg... this is the first time got this lor.. wth.. hai...
anyway today shall upload some photos..
Sunday, May 28, 2006
feeling so sick and tired of sch... 3 warning letters... omg... this is the first time got this lor.. wth.. hai...
anyway today shall upload some photos..
took this pic at PS on fri(260506) after going to charles office... so happy and stunted to see him there... haha... but very happy lah... always hear ppl say saw vin at town but nv i had a chance... but this time heng can see him... all thanxs to YY... she say go walk walk one... if not cannot see him one lor... xie xie ni lah!!!
here are some photos taken at music class...
teacher ang!!!
next are photos during revival result show and lido outdoor show...
me and jon after hippo bus...
after revival result show.. wif his shuai hairstyle...
wif g-force after hippo bus...
wif ben wif revival result show
wif nah...
wif nah and ben...
ytd was a boring day... do nothing at home except online the whole day... cos nv go work... not feeling well... so was doing the site... hope everything turns out well... but looks like things is on the rite way... but funny things happened lah.. haha...
and today is juz another day... went service in the morning and happen to take the same train as jon.. then went tgt.. but i was talking to yy on the phone lah... lol... during service, feel very unfeel... like having gastric flu like tt.. its since ytd... hai... then jon wanted to go home to rest before he meet his friends... so me and yy went to eat then went shop shop before we go home... yy pls dun feel so extra can... we will update every single thing to u the moment we got the info... if i feel very sad... okie... tues is our singing class again... haha... looking forward to it... cos its sun yan zi's song... like yan zi all along... hee...
.:[*shuping*]:. 7:49 PM
dunnoe how to describe my feeling now... cried juz now during singing lesson... dunnoe y... maybe becos of the song 'superwomen' by gary... plus adding on to the things tt we had discussed ytd... so if u wan to know wad really happen, come ask me lah... if i happy then i tell u not happy then i dun tell u... hai.. dunnoe how to blog oso... think have to go ecp and drink abit of drink fr 7-11 and talk to joyce to sort things out... hai... so sorry to have spoiled the mood during singing lesson.. becos of me and yy oso down then teacher ang oso keep questioning wad happened.. so the whole class is like so moody as wad charles said... but there's something tt u better not know... y did things turned out this way?? thought at first its not supposed to turn out this way... but... y??????? can someone pls tell me.... maybe juz as wad joyce had told me... i shld have juz keep away fr tt _____ for some time... think im going to do tt but yy will be very unhappy... hai... how??? wad shall i do??? can someone pls tell me wad to do... save me!!!
had not have this feeling for a long time... since last 2 yrs nov... omg... tt incident had passed for 2 yrs... tt was fast... oso nv contacted him for a 'nong' time... 2 yrs... nv had this feeling... and now its back...
received abt 3 warning letters... sian... wth... stupid sch... keep giving out warning letter... for wad sia... so free nothing to do...
Friday, May 26, 2006
dunnoe how to describe my feeling now... cried juz now during singing lesson... dunnoe y... maybe becos of the song 'superwomen' by gary... plus adding on to the things tt we had discussed ytd... so if u wan to know wad really happen, come ask me lah... if i happy then i tell u not happy then i dun tell u... hai.. dunnoe how to blog oso... think have to go ecp and drink abit of drink fr 7-11 and talk to joyce to sort things out... hai... so sorry to have spoiled the mood during singing lesson.. becos of me and yy oso down then teacher ang oso keep questioning wad happened.. so the whole class is like so moody as wad charles said... but there's something tt u better not know... y did things turned out this way?? thought at first its not supposed to turn out this way... but... y??????? can someone pls tell me.... maybe juz as wad joyce had told me... i shld have juz keep away fr tt _____ for some time... think im going to do tt but yy will be very unhappy... hai... how??? wad shall i do??? can someone pls tell me wad to do... save me!!!
had not have this feeling for a long time... since last 2 yrs nov... omg... tt incident had passed for 2 yrs... tt was fast... oso nv contacted him for a 'nong' time... 2 yrs... nv had this feeling... and now its back...
received abt 3 warning letters... sian... wth... stupid sch... keep giving out warning letter... for wad sia... so free nothing to do...
.:[*shuping*]:. 1:20 AM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
had a busy weekend and monday!!! let me fill u in.. sat was the revivial round's recording.. went there at abt 10 plus... then after buying foods and drinks and settling everything we leave toa payoh for mediacorp... reached there at abt 12.. then waited for the bands to reach... then can talk to them and take photos wif them if they r not in hurry... then while waiting, saw bang zhi fr superhost... he look so like ahdi then took a pic wif him... so excited... haha.. then alot of them reached and went in... then gforce appeared... jon reached first then ben and then nah.. he was late... then vin was oso late but not as late as misaki lah... his father fetched him there... so they drove the car to the carpark.. then jb fans was waiting for him... then yy and i wan to take pic wif him.. so we waited wif them... while waiting, me and yy were having fun taking photos... slowly i will upload all this photos... then yy received call say go b3 to see him.. then we went down while waiting for lift, hanse came and say he oso wan to go b3.. then we asked him go find vin huh then he juz smile... haha.. then found him and when back to reception.. then there one of yy's friend help us to ask vin to take pic wif us... but so sad my photo not nice.. cos my eye close... sad.. but nvm at night can take again... then juz spent the time there until 7 in the evening..
dun see there's like onli fun there... theres oso unhappiness.. but dun wish to mention them.. since its a happy day..
order for superband: jb, GFORCE, jade, glamours and lucify.. after the show, waited for them as usual then oso take pic wif other ppl.. of cos wif vin... whaha.. then after everything, went to thomson's mac to eat... this time nah's sis oso joined us.. aha.. she so cute.. a dulipcate of nah.. then went home..
sun was the roadshow at lido.. went there 10 in the morning.. was woken up by yy's 5 missed calls.. onli lj, yy, jamie and me was there.. to waste time, we bought popcorn and eat.. haha.. like watching movie.. then they came out then talk then went for the hippo bus round town.. then we went to toa payoh to eat.. then went to mediacorp to wait for them.. when they come out, we were sitting on the floor taking nap then jon and nah came down.. so they saw us SLEEPING.. omg.. something quite big happen.. hope its ok now.. and its home sweet home again..
ytd was result show.. as predicted, lucify went in.. we didnt cry cos its expected.. hai.. think everyone cried.. hai.. so sad.. but i got someone's msn add so not so bad after all.. haha.. tt can say cheer me up abit.. hee.. then went supper wif y.p.m.p.s, lj, nah, charles and minsi.. then went hm after tt.. so tiring..
.:[*shuping*]:. 11:09 PM
juz attended my first singing lesson in my life... so happy... been longing to learn singing since i was a small little gal... theres once i tell my frends tt if one day u see familiar name like ZHANG SHUPING on the teevee, dun be stunted... cos i always wanted to be a singer... but my parents dun allow... they think studies are more important and singing will bring me to no where... but i dun think so.. i oso wan to learn songwriting... its like so nice and u can express ur feeling in words... and can oso keep the song as a memory...
until now then i know the range of my voice... not so bad... can sing quite alot of songs... but i dun think my voice is nice lah... theres always someone hu have better voice then me... so juz be contented tt naturally i can sing... not those kind hu cannot even catch the correct key...
anyway, thanx u teacher ang!!!
haven eaten anything since morning... too depressed to eat... but good oso... can jian fei... lol...
Thursday, May 18, 2006
hai... something bad happened today... did something wrong... shld not have done tt... thought now still dunnoe wad is the consequence but im still very scared... thanx jon for an wei-ing me... hee... but i still feel bad... really really juz hope tt nothing will happen... juz send me the email saying tt its not approved... its ok... i dun mind... but dun do anything bad... hai...
juz attended my first singing lesson in my life... so happy... been longing to learn singing since i was a small little gal... theres once i tell my frends tt if one day u see familiar name like ZHANG SHUPING on the teevee, dun be stunted... cos i always wanted to be a singer... but my parents dun allow... they think studies are more important and singing will bring me to no where... but i dun think so.. i oso wan to learn songwriting... its like so nice and u can express ur feeling in words... and can oso keep the song as a memory...
until now then i know the range of my voice... not so bad... can sing quite alot of songs... but i dun think my voice is nice lah... theres always someone hu have better voice then me... so juz be contented tt naturally i can sing... not those kind hu cannot even catch the correct key...
anyway, thanx u teacher ang!!!
haven eaten anything since morning... too depressed to eat... but good oso... can jian fei... lol...
.:[*shuping*]:. 11:56 PM
this few days very shiong... everyday onli sleep 5 hrs... to normal ppl, this is enough... but for a pig like me, its not enough... plus all the tiring work i have to do... so tired man... lessons all are ending too late... so sian...
the following is wad i have done for the weekend...
FRI(vesak day): went work early in the morning at 730... cos work at 8 then work until 5... worked for 8 hrs plus... then continue wif going to royal scott hotel for priss b'dae celebration... had so much fun there... its different fr chalet.. cos its higher class of course... and u cannot make so much noisy... as ppl next door will complaint... reached there at 7 something then went to buy cake and my dinner before meeting the rest... then met shuli, xy, carol and the other gal... sorry dunnoe ur name... and my sis... then they went to buy bikini... cos they wan to swim... lol.. so late then swim... then we have to put the cake in the fridge first but priss is in the room... so we think of tricks to make her come down so we can sneak up... success... too easy to cheat her... haha... then played, watch teevee, and make noise they until the manager of the hotel came up to our room and asked her to lower down our volume.. until 12 plus when i cannot make it, i knocked off first... then the rest oso tired and all sleep...
SAT: woke up at 6 to get ready to go work again... cos is going to pw fr orchard so have to wake up earlier... then get prepare and went to take bus to work... so tiring.. cos is not sleeping at home so not very used to it... then work until 2... this is lucky... but going to superband recording... by right i wanted to go home bath and rest before going to mediacorp... but too tired to move after sitting down... so meet the rest directly at toa payoh... then went down... so tired until nv realised tt nv eat... haha... so ate mother ta pao for me one... then went to watch until 10 plus then chillied then until 12 while waiting for father to come fetch us... so slept at 2 then have to wake up at 8 plus to go for service...
SUN:woke up at 8 plus.. luckily yy called me... if not i think i will oversleep... then still late lah... hee... so took a cab down but he still haven reach... so waited for him and went in...
Monday, May 15, 2006
this few days very shiong... everyday onli sleep 5 hrs... to normal ppl, this is enough... but for a pig like me, its not enough... plus all the tiring work i have to do... so tired man... lessons all are ending too late... so sian...
the following is wad i have done for the weekend...
FRI(vesak day): went work early in the morning at 730... cos work at 8 then work until 5... worked for 8 hrs plus... then continue wif going to royal scott hotel for priss b'dae celebration... had so much fun there... its different fr chalet.. cos its higher class of course... and u cannot make so much noisy... as ppl next door will complaint... reached there at 7 something then went to buy cake and my dinner before meeting the rest... then met shuli, xy, carol and the other gal... sorry dunnoe ur name... and my sis... then they went to buy bikini... cos they wan to swim... lol.. so late then swim... then we have to put the cake in the fridge first but priss is in the room... so we think of tricks to make her come down so we can sneak up... success... too easy to cheat her... haha... then played, watch teevee, and make noise they until the manager of the hotel came up to our room and asked her to lower down our volume.. until 12 plus when i cannot make it, i knocked off first... then the rest oso tired and all sleep...
SAT: woke up at 6 to get ready to go work again... cos is going to pw fr orchard so have to wake up earlier... then get prepare and went to take bus to work... so tiring.. cos is not sleeping at home so not very used to it... then work until 2... this is lucky... but going to superband recording... by right i wanted to go home bath and rest before going to mediacorp... but too tired to move after sitting down... so meet the rest directly at toa payoh... then went down... so tired until nv realised tt nv eat... haha... so ate mother ta pao for me one... then went to watch until 10 plus then chillied then until 12 while waiting for father to come fetch us... so slept at 2 then have to wake up at 8 plus to go for service...
SUN:woke up at 8 plus.. luckily yy called me... if not i think i will oversleep... then still late lah... hee... so took a cab down but he still haven reach... so waited for him and went in...
THATS THE END OF STORY!!!
.:[*shuping*]:. 11:08 AM
THANK YOU SO MUCH, WEIQIN, JODIE, WENDY AND CASS... gave me such a big surprise and kept me in suspend for so long... i knew something is wrong when i met u all at design... wad by today u can get kk's no... i was thinking how u all going to get it man... know jodie got experience but this one is so different... when i met u all again at blk 23, there's onli weiqin and cass... gave me tt kinda chicky smile... wad we got something to tell u but have to wait for jodie and wendy to come back... say wad go buy drinks huh??? go outside buy huh??? buy for so long... bluff me huh??? so bad... but they finally back then told me tt they got his no... and they know where is he now... i 'dun wish to know'... whaha... so took his no... then told me tt he..... is.... not.... in... SINGAPORE... OMG!!! he having his attachment in vietnam.... will only be back in next sem... huh??? wth??? gone for like abt half a yr lor... might as well stay there and dun come back... i dun understand wad this course got to do with vietnam... go there teach java programming??? implement wireless technology???? bu ming bai... anyway good luck and happy staying there for the time begin... hope he wont change so much when he come back... =p
at least finally i know y i am not seeing him in sch but seeing his friends... xie xie lah...
so after sch went roxy square to eat steamboat... shiok... long time nv eat then the tom yam soup is SO NICE!!! hee... like tom yam soup alot... the more sour the better.... then went shopping and went to look tall guy... talk to him... he say he boring mah... he's oso fr music clinic one lor... he say he know BRODS... i oso juz found out tt i got one more friend which is oso fr music clinic... famous sch hor... thinking of going there oso... but like abit ex hor... dun have tt kind of extra $$$...
then went to buy lj's stuff then went to my place(BK) then PLAY POOL... today no mood to play... too tired liao... so sleepy... so after a while we left and went home... so here i am...
oh ya.. saw chong qing near tall guy shop... talked to him and took photo wif him... hee... asked him wad style is he doing this week he say bu zhi dao lei... haha... full of surprises...
Thursday, May 11, 2006
THANK YOU SO MUCH, WEIQIN, JODIE, WENDY AND CASS... gave me such a big surprise and kept me in suspend for so long... i knew something is wrong when i met u all at design... wad by today u can get kk's no... i was thinking how u all going to get it man... know jodie got experience but this one is so different... when i met u all again at blk 23, there's onli weiqin and cass... gave me tt kinda chicky smile... wad we got something to tell u but have to wait for jodie and wendy to come back... say wad go buy drinks huh??? go outside buy huh??? buy for so long... bluff me huh??? so bad... but they finally back then told me tt they got his no... and they know where is he now... i 'dun wish to know'... whaha... so took his no... then told me tt he..... is.... not.... in... SINGAPORE... OMG!!! he having his attachment in vietnam.... will only be back in next sem... huh??? wth??? gone for like abt half a yr lor... might as well stay there and dun come back... i dun understand wad this course got to do with vietnam... go there teach java programming??? implement wireless technology???? bu ming bai... anyway good luck and happy staying there for the time begin... hope he wont change so much when he come back... =p
at least finally i know y i am not seeing him in sch but seeing his friends... xie xie lah...
so after sch went roxy square to eat steamboat... shiok... long time nv eat then the tom yam soup is SO NICE!!! hee... like tom yam soup alot... the more sour the better.... then went shopping and went to look tall guy... talk to him... he say he boring mah... he's oso fr music clinic one lor... he say he know BRODS... i oso juz found out tt i got one more friend which is oso fr music clinic... famous sch hor... thinking of going there oso... but like abit ex hor... dun have tt kind of extra $$$...
then went to buy lj's stuff then went to my place(BK) then PLAY POOL... today no mood to play... too tired liao... so sleepy... so after a while we left and went home... so here i am...
oh ya.. saw chong qing near tall guy shop... talked to him and took photo wif him... hee... asked him wad style is he doing this week he say bu zhi dao lei... haha... full of surprises...
.:[*shuping*]:. 11:58 PM
thought today got to catch a very long sleep which is abt 3 or 4 hrs... but something unhappy happened today...
ica presentation is over... can say is successful lah.. we are the first group so the teacher dun expect too much fr us... tt the advantage... i feel very bad as not doing alot of the stuff... most of them the other 2 of them did it... of cos credits go to them... but i oso have tried to wan to help them but i really got no idea how to do it... here i am feeling so bad liao but i heard something on the way to the next lec tt really pull me down to hell... how to u feel when ppl is talking behind ur back??? bad?? y ppl muz say me?? y cant they juz tell me straight in my face??? its at least this way i wont feel so sad... but they said it behind my back... i know its my fault for not doing much of the work but the instruction given to me was oso not clear... they not doing team work... yes for the both of them but me?? i am juz like a slave... they ordered me to do things... not asking me to do things together... i know im in the wrong... not in the place to complaint so much... but juz grumble a bit as to let out my point of view... really wish to say sorry to them but dunnoe how..
all blame on me for not studying hard for the supp paper... so got seperated fr my own class and have to attend class in a total strange class wif no one i know...
really had a good sleep juz now... slept for 3 and a half hr i think... was late for psycho class.. so skipped tt again.. hai... at least got back my sleep then can have to energy to attend the long hrs of class tml... got class until 7... thrusday again !!! sick and tired of thurs... its such a long day... but fri is a holiday... dun think i can rest... i am WORKING lor... SICK... 8-5... then sat oso working... still dunnoe wad time... say wad ask me to train the trainee once they get the hang of it then i can off as and when i like... hope this 2 days can train them and set myself free... but its going to be a busy day so i dun think so can lah... but y i train... can ask ming liang and xiao ping to train wad... y me??? i not team leader u know...
anyway going to be a piggy again... go to my lala land... preparing myself for THURSDAY...
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
thought today got to catch a very long sleep which is abt 3 or 4 hrs... but something unhappy happened today...
ica presentation is over... can say is successful lah.. we are the first group so the teacher dun expect too much fr us... tt the advantage... i feel very bad as not doing alot of the stuff... most of them the other 2 of them did it... of cos credits go to them... but i oso have tried to wan to help them but i really got no idea how to do it... here i am feeling so bad liao but i heard something on the way to the next lec tt really pull me down to hell... how to u feel when ppl is talking behind ur back??? bad?? y ppl muz say me?? y cant they juz tell me straight in my face??? its at least this way i wont feel so sad... but they said it behind my back... i know its my fault for not doing much of the work but the instruction given to me was oso not clear... they not doing team work... yes for the both of them but me?? i am juz like a slave... they ordered me to do things... not asking me to do things together... i know im in the wrong... not in the place to complaint so much... but juz grumble a bit as to let out my point of view... really wish to say sorry to them but dunnoe how..
all blame on me for not studying hard for the supp paper... so got seperated fr my own class and have to attend class in a total strange class wif no one i know...
really had a good sleep juz now... slept for 3 and a half hr i think... was late for psycho class.. so skipped tt again.. hai... at least got back my sleep then can have to energy to attend the long hrs of class tml... got class until 7... thrusday again !!! sick and tired of thurs... its such a long day... but fri is a holiday... dun think i can rest... i am WORKING lor... SICK... 8-5... then sat oso working... still dunnoe wad time... say wad ask me to train the trainee once they get the hang of it then i can off as and when i like... hope this 2 days can train them and set myself free... but its going to be a busy day so i dun think so can lah... but y i train... can ask ming liang and xiao ping to train wad... y me??? i not team leader u know...
anyway going to be a piggy again... go to my lala land... preparing myself for THURSDAY...
.:[*shuping*]:. 9:34 PM
i shall not online so often... i shall not visit tt blog so often.... i shall sleep whenever i have the time...
its always when i visit tt blog then see those things which i dun wish to see... juz saw a msg tt i once sent to someone and the msg been passed to someone... althought shld be proud tt its a really meaningful msg and shld be passed around but juz not happy with tt lah... (dun ask me y). done wif my dmsd... juz have to email the teacher my work and can be graded... now left wif ica... heard fr cass tt they got a hard time juz now when they are presenting... he asked them questions which they dunnoe how to ans... hope this will not happen to me tml...
vin haven reply my msg... still waiting for it... hope they are not so depressed...
today i very good wor... i onli skip one of my lec... which is dmsd... heard fr wee boon tt onli 10 person turned up for his lec... lucky nv say tt i was there... if not will kena him 'suan'...
so went kfc to eat for our lunch.. so hard to get a sit... but finally got a place... then settled down got our food and started to eat... and suddenly kia bu saw kia pei... and we asked kia mama to wave to kia papa when they walk pass... but he looked away... he think his friend saw us and he turned and see... back at sch, he msged kia mama saying tt he think he saw her at kfc... so sweet... =p kia mama... he can remember u lah... so dun worry... =)
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
i shall not online so often... i shall not visit tt blog so often.... i shall sleep whenever i have the time...
its always when i visit tt blog then see those things which i dun wish to see... juz saw a msg tt i once sent to someone and the msg been passed to someone... althought shld be proud tt its a really meaningful msg and shld be passed around but juz not happy with tt lah... (dun ask me y). done wif my dmsd... juz have to email the teacher my work and can be graded... now left wif ica... heard fr cass tt they got a hard time juz now when they are presenting... he asked them questions which they dunnoe how to ans... hope this will not happen to me tml...
vin haven reply my msg... still waiting for it... hope they are not so depressed...
today i very good wor... i onli skip one of my lec... which is dmsd... heard fr wee boon tt onli 10 person turned up for his lec... lucky nv say tt i was there... if not will kena him 'suan'...
so went kfc to eat for our lunch.. so hard to get a sit... but finally got a place... then settled down got our food and started to eat... and suddenly kia bu saw kia pei... and we asked kia mama to wave to kia papa when they walk pass... but he looked away... he think his friend saw us and he turned and see... back at sch, he msged kia mama saying tt he think he saw her at kfc... so sweet... =p kia mama... he can remember u lah... so dun worry... =)
.:[*shuping*]:. 8:12 PM
how can this happen??? its always those groups tt dun deserve to go out all went out one by one... first g-force, then glamours, then jade and now JING BAO!!!! how come???? hu will it be next week?? soul??? qinobe??? is this competition really fair??? all u have the money u really can decide on which group u wan to be in and out... feeling so down now... juz msg vin on friendster in the evening... then now dunnoe wad to say to him... jing bao shld not be out one lor... i thought they got some of the fans hu r quite rich?? maybe they not so into them and went to help other groups... nw i am super angry and sad... but still can see vin still playing there... think they muz be really sad inside...
so sleepy and tired after the whole day of skipping lesson... come back all ready to watch superbandthen nv expected tt this week's to be like tt... i still so anxious juz now to see their performance... and was so gald tt they not the the last group wif the least marks... and yet wif the least mark one actually got into next round... this is the second time tt i am having this kind of feeling... not good at all... i really really really cannot take it for the third time... really muz make sure tt G-FORCE can make it through... if not i really will be very very sad and i wont support superband anymore...
now got no mood to complete my DMSD... luckily onli left wif a bit... tml then get it complete... think tml will skip the morning lecs again... dun think i can wake up as i am really really tired already... can feel like falling sick soon... alright i shall go and have a good rest...
how can this happen??? its always those groups tt dun deserve to go out all went out one by one... first g-force, then glamours, then jade and now JING BAO!!!! how come???? hu will it be next week?? soul??? qinobe??? is this competition really fair??? all u have the money u really can decide on which group u wan to be in and out... feeling so down now... juz msg vin on friendster in the evening... then now dunnoe wad to say to him... jing bao shld not be out one lor... i thought they got some of the fans hu r quite rich?? maybe they not so into them and went to help other groups... nw i am super angry and sad... but still can see vin still playing there... think they muz be really sad inside...
so sleepy and tired after the whole day of skipping lesson... come back all ready to watch superbandthen nv expected tt this week's to be like tt... i still so anxious juz now to see their performance... and was so gald tt they not the the last group wif the least marks... and yet wif the least mark one actually got into next round... this is the second time tt i am having this kind of feeling... not good at all... i really really really cannot take it for the third time... really muz make sure tt G-FORCE can make it through... if not i really will be very very sad and i wont support superband anymore...
now got no mood to complete my DMSD... luckily onli left wif a bit... tml then get it complete... think tml will skip the morning lecs again... dun think i can wake up as i am really really tired already... can feel like falling sick soon... alright i shall go and have a good rest...
hanse and me
me and vin
vin acting cute =p
jing bao yue tuan(vin looking at my
jing tou but the camera too slow)
.:[*shuping*]:. 12:04 AM
!@#$%^&*... so stressful at work today!!! think none of my collegue will come and read so i shell mention names... hee... breakfast was ok... its onli until after lunch and xiao ping punch out... i was inside kitchen wif fendi and farhan... then this 2 idioits was taking the specialites board(where all chicken and fish burgers a re made)... put me onli at burger board(where all the beef burgers are made)... then service 10 came in(abt 10 ppl in q)... then nobody help me to cook patty... nvm... then those 2 idioits was playing at the other side... walking here and there... do nothing when they dun have any orders... then i was like doing like siao cha bo... doing the burgers... putting the buns into the bun toaster... cooking the patty... ALL BY MYSELF!!! this lasted for the whole period of the crowd... until gen came in to help me cook the patty... my face was like black until dunnoe like wad... and wanted to scold them... but i controlled myself... wo ren!!! then until cannot ren anymore then i went to the store room to complain to the 'couple' having their honeymoon and complainted to them... then they were like... ya lor... they shld have helped u not playing there... but wad to do... i already so sleepy and tired becos not enough sleep then this kind of thing happen... actually all becos of not enough crew lah... someone didnt come today... say wad grandfather pass away... but excatly is gone missing... but policeman come to ask abt her... so scary..
okie... enough of complainting... now is too tired to be angry liao... hai...
yawnzzz...
tml is another day again... the sun will still rise and the earth will still be turning round... i still have to wake up... everybody still have to wake up... juz carry on wif life...
tml morning will be going to service wif yy and the rest... the stupid lj dunnoe wan to go wif me or not... sian... hai... so lets look forward to tml then... hope tt tml will be a better day... =p
Saturday, May 06, 2006
!@#$%^&*... so stressful at work today!!! think none of my collegue will come and read so i shell mention names... hee... breakfast was ok... its onli until after lunch and xiao ping punch out... i was inside kitchen wif fendi and farhan... then this 2 idioits was taking the specialites board(where all chicken and fish burgers a re made)... put me onli at burger board(where all the beef burgers are made)... then service 10 came in(abt 10 ppl in q)... then nobody help me to cook patty... nvm... then those 2 idioits was playing at the other side... walking here and there... do nothing when they dun have any orders... then i was like doing like siao cha bo... doing the burgers... putting the buns into the bun toaster... cooking the patty... ALL BY MYSELF!!! this lasted for the whole period of the crowd... until gen came in to help me cook the patty... my face was like black until dunnoe like wad... and wanted to scold them... but i controlled myself... wo ren!!! then until cannot ren anymore then i went to the store room to complain to the 'couple' having their honeymoon and complainted to them... then they were like... ya lor... they shld have helped u not playing there... but wad to do... i already so sleepy and tired becos not enough sleep then this kind of thing happen... actually all becos of not enough crew lah... someone didnt come today... say wad grandfather pass away... but excatly is gone missing... but policeman come to ask abt her... so scary..
okie... enough of complainting... now is too tired to be angry liao... hai...
yawnzzz...
tml is another day again... the sun will still rise and the earth will still be turning round... i still have to wake up... everybody still have to wake up... juz carry on wif life...
tml morning will be going to service wif yy and the rest... the stupid lj dunnoe wan to go wif me or not... sian... hai... so lets look forward to tml then... hope tt tml will be a better day... =p
.:[*shuping*]:. 9:21 PM
hello... as usual, woke up late and skipped lec again... lol... this is the last time i shall skip my class... but juz say onli lah... cannot make it one.. cos its too tiring.. hee... but will try my best... so went for moblie computing lab... stayed 3 hrs in the lab and its frezzzeeeing cold... 4gotten to bring my jacket... i designed a program on the phone all by myself... haha... so proud...then after class, rushed to get a quick lunch then continued to do the ICA project... sian... its juz the second week of sch and i have 2 presentations next week... wth... so tired... after lunch then went to lab again to meet evon and liping to do the project... they did most of the work i didnt really do anything... feel so bad.. i will do more talkin at the presentation then... sorry... work until 3 then went for the stupid academic talk for half an hr wif the course manager... really is stupid lor.. didnt hear wad he say... but looks very serious if fail a sub again... so have to study hard... then went back to do the project again... until 5 plus...
hai... LIFE SUX!!!
then met lj for dinner then slack at pw for the whole night... oso went to play pool wif ming liang and her... shiok!! long time nv play liao.. saw quite alot of weird ppl today... dunnoe y...
browse through friendster then find tt vin is so cute... hee... he got small small eyes... hee.. dunnoe y i prefer small eyes guys... so cute... i oso small small eyes.. hee..
hello... as usual, woke up late and skipped lec again... lol... this is the last time i shall skip my class... but juz say onli lah... cannot make it one.. cos its too tiring.. hee... but will try my best... so went for moblie computing lab... stayed 3 hrs in the lab and its frezzzeeeing cold... 4gotten to bring my jacket... i designed a program on the phone all by myself... haha... so proud...then after class, rushed to get a quick lunch then continued to do the ICA project... sian... its juz the second week of sch and i have 2 presentations next week... wth... so tired... after lunch then went to lab again to meet evon and liping to do the project... they did most of the work i didnt really do anything... feel so bad.. i will do more talkin at the presentation then... sorry... work until 3 then went for the stupid academic talk for half an hr wif the course manager... really is stupid lor.. didnt hear wad he say... but looks very serious if fail a sub again... so have to study hard... then went back to do the project again... until 5 plus...
hai... LIFE SUX!!!
then met lj for dinner then slack at pw for the whole night... oso went to play pool wif ming liang and her... shiok!! long time nv play liao.. saw quite alot of weird ppl today... dunnoe y...
browse through friendster then find tt vin is so cute... hee... he got small small eyes... hee.. dunnoe y i prefer small eyes guys... so cute... i oso small small eyes.. hee..
some cute cute small small eyes guys:
vin fr jing bao...
jonathan fr g-force
alan ke you lun
ahdi fr energy
.:[*shuping*]:. 1:00 AM
now is 824 in the morning... i got class at 8 and here i am blogging... haha.. woke up late so decided might as well dun go for the first lesson... so will be going to sch at 11... yesterday did project until 1 plus at night to rush out the stupid dmsd teaching note... last min work... tts me.. haha...
today is a long day... class until 7.. spending lunch and dinner in sch... sian half.. eating sch's food until sian liao... always eating at design sch... i going to take a short nap before fighting wif the long day..
Thursday, May 04, 2006
now is 824 in the morning... i got class at 8 and here i am blogging... haha.. woke up late so decided might as well dun go for the first lesson... so will be going to sch at 11... yesterday did project until 1 plus at night to rush out the stupid dmsd teaching note... last min work... tts me.. haha...
today is a long day... class until 7.. spending lunch and dinner in sch... sian half.. eating sch's food until sian liao... always eating at design sch... i going to take a short nap before fighting wif the long day..
rational model for dmsd
.:[*shuping*]:. 8:26 AM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
y am i always so free as everyday got time to online then surf the net??? check out ppl's blog??? playing online games???
think i shld cut down the time on this and concentrate more on my sch work... feel so low after visiting to this one person's blog... seen something tt i shld not have seen... hai.. after seeing tt, my heart is like so sour... but wad happened had happened... there's nothing i can do to it.. as wad is urs is urs... no matter wad u do, if it dun belongs to u, u will nv got it.. but there's another saying, if u nv try to fight to get it, u will nv get it... hai... wadever... so sick and tired of all this things... dunnoe hu can i share it with... as i dunnoe how to say things out... maybe i will juz explode one day...
skip lec in the morning and try to get some more sleep... wanted to send msg to jodie to tell her but i sent the msg to jon.. cos his name juz below jodie's name.. think haven wake up so send wrongly.. sorry... hee... so today juz went to sch for 3 hrs... 1 hr lec and 2 hrs lab.. then rush home to watch ylbfb... journey home is onli 10 mins... heng...
think i shld cut down the time on this and concentrate more on my sch work... feel so low after visiting to this one person's blog... seen something tt i shld not have seen... hai.. after seeing tt, my heart is like so sour... but wad happened had happened... there's nothing i can do to it.. as wad is urs is urs... no matter wad u do, if it dun belongs to u, u will nv got it.. but there's another saying, if u nv try to fight to get it, u will nv get it... hai... wadever... so sick and tired of all this things... dunnoe hu can i share it with... as i dunnoe how to say things out... maybe i will juz explode one day...
skip lec in the morning and try to get some more sleep... wanted to send msg to jodie to tell her but i sent the msg to jon.. cos his name juz below jodie's name.. think haven wake up so send wrongly.. sorry... hee... so today juz went to sch for 3 hrs... 1 hr lec and 2 hrs lab.. then rush home to watch ylbfb... journey home is onli 10 mins... heng...
jon and me at party world 310406
vin and me 300406
.:[*shuping*]:. 8:43 PM
today is a tiring day... have to wake up so early in the morning to go work... sian.. so boring at work... but lucky not so as many ppl as yesterday... can slack abit... but have to count stock.. but yesterday those stupid ppl go and stock up all the things then i have to count everything again...
then break time got 2 miss call fr yy and priss... today no body going to service.. i want to go but i cannot go... hai... so called lijun and min to go wif yy... then if they going out later then i join them.. but sad thing is i 4got to bring my clothes... so they went to eat and went party world... i finshed at 4 and join them.. then after tt jonathan went home then we went to cine to eat ljs... talk and have fun... then discuss abt alot of things then my blood start to boil... but its juz abit.. cos the previous day was angry enough... abit angry when thinking abt it... but wad r we to them?? hu knows... anyway dunnoe how to put them into words lah...
tml is public holiday!!!! hurray... can rest at home le... but have to do homework... but think tml will be sleeping until quite late... cos long time nv have a good sleep liao... long time nv see jeremy liao... abt 2 weeks le... or more... cannot remember... hee... but so good tt someone actually can see the 3 of them this week... hai...
g-force rox!!!
Monday, May 01, 2006
today is a tiring day... have to wake up so early in the morning to go work... sian.. so boring at work... but lucky not so as many ppl as yesterday... can slack abit... but have to count stock.. but yesterday those stupid ppl go and stock up all the things then i have to count everything again...
then break time got 2 miss call fr yy and priss... today no body going to service.. i want to go but i cannot go... hai... so called lijun and min to go wif yy... then if they going out later then i join them.. but sad thing is i 4got to bring my clothes... so they went to eat and went party world... i finshed at 4 and join them.. then after tt jonathan went home then we went to cine to eat ljs... talk and have fun... then discuss abt alot of things then my blood start to boil... but its juz abit.. cos the previous day was angry enough... abit angry when thinking abt it... but wad r we to them?? hu knows... anyway dunnoe how to put them into words lah...
tml is public holiday!!!! hurray... can rest at home le... but have to do homework... but think tml will be sleeping until quite late... cos long time nv have a good sleep liao... long time nv see jeremy liao... abt 2 weeks le... or more... cannot remember... hee... but so good tt someone actually can see the 3 of them this week... hai...
g-force rox!!!
.:[*shuping*]:. 12:36 AM