.:[*shuping*]:. 12:21 AM
shuping dun feel rite again... she seems to be falling deeper... deeper everyday... actually not really dun feel rite but scared tt bad things might happen... =(
in short - negative thoughts...
.:[*shuping*]:. 3:28 AM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
this is my 300th post after some time... hee...
this post will be recent update of wad i have been doing...
sch
well sch started... later will be the second week of sch... so far so good... been going to lesson only for 1 mixed up the timing... but now got hw not done yet... but heng next week then due... so not so bad... but cannot discuss wif group mate tml... hee...
long time nv go back to sch... abit different... not used to it... but now getting back... and i think sch is so much better then work... but the only bad thing abt sch is tt there's EXAMS!!! but the good thing is... u have more time to rest and more time for friends....
family
everything still the same... nothing much changed... recently i juz packed my stuffs... and i realised i piled up alot of things... cos dun bear to throw it away last time... but now, i juz dump everything... but of cos those important ones, i keep things all nicely in a box... like presents fr friends and someone else... all done... and cleared alot of bags... me and my sis muz be super rich if we saved up on all this things... super rich... lol... but too bad...
work
juz finished 3 days of full shifts... almost died... all many ppl and alot of weird aunties and uncles... dun wish to mention them in my blog... they dun deserve to be here... but i dun understand something... how can someone be so selfish and they dunnoe tt they are selfish... not trying to help when u are doing things alone... but wans u to help when she is going the actual same thing u are doing... juz dun get it...
relationship
no much changes will happen in this catergory... now is like tt future will oso be like tt... i know i will have to bear everything myself if i chose this... so im settling all this things on my own... the only way to destress fr this problem is to cry out loud... cried for like almost 3 times in asian cruise... but is in 1 corner where no one can find me... and the rest is all under the blanket... sounds so ke lian... lol...
i believe in myself... and i believe things will be different 1 day... though it might not happen... but no one can change my thinking...
others
alot of events happen this preiod... took alot of photos... but will upload them when im free..
.:[*shuping*]:. 2:57 AM
Monday, October 20, 2008
im at this composing page for like half an hr or more... my finger dun seems to be able to move... nothing come out... mind is all blank... but there's so much which i wan to say...
.:[*shuping*]:. 6:47 PM
Monday, October 13, 2008
writing a msg either on msn or sms can cause misunderstanding...
for example:
"u wake up urself hor"i actually wanted to ask
"u wake up urself is it???" but maybe the other party might misread it as
"eh u wake up urself hor!!" its supposed to be
"u wake up urself huh? or u need me to call u..." tt's wad i mean...
NOT
"halo i not waking u up u wake up urself HOR..."maybe its my fault... shld not use the word "hor"... shld have used "ar??" or dun put anything... or maybe put a question mark at the end...
tt's how unwanted conflicts happens... hai...
.:[*shuping*]:. 5:05 AM
Saturday, October 04, 2008
sometimes i feel so sad and disappointed... If its someone else then 4get it... But its the closest one... A small help and she cant do it... Hai... Hai... Hai... Heart broken........
.:[*shuping*]:. 1:13 PM
Friday, October 03, 2008
been some time since last blogged... anyway... dunnoe wad to write oso... dun seems to be able to express myself...
but i know wad i wan now... so i will juz stick to it... keep it to myself... and not to let my friends worry abt me... hee....
但是我心里真的就只有你，也只要你
craving to sing k and play pool now... abit for mahjong... lol...
.:[*shuping*]:. 2:42 AM