Wednesday, June 17, 2009
hai... had a super hectic day ytd... started work at 7 cos vessel is here so there is alot of ppl... then after tt went to the back to settle the accs... then still have to go to bank... cos nv do acc for like 3 to 4 days so it have piled up alot... so have to finish tt up... feel so uneasy if there is alot of things unfinish... so i always like to rush them out...
so many figures my eyes going blind oso... half way done wif the thing then another thing come up... have to key in the data for new members... abt 10 pages to be done... and tt have to be done on tt day cos we need to send a sms boardcast to all the members saying tt tanah merah is starting... when i switched to the member thing its already 3 plus... didnt even know time pass so fast... then finsihed wif the member then have to come out wif the message to send out... after which went out to vivo to have a stroll and oso to pass something to sir... and after agnes come back, we start to get busy wif the memo... have to think how to write and wad to write... hai... when we are done wif tt its already 6 plus... tts how fast time pass... then after settling everything, she went back then i stayed back wif the accs... until 7 plus then i completely finish it... hai... so a long day...
today abt the same... thought we could go to tanah merah and set up our things but suddenly something crop up... and we have to spent the time on cctv juz to catch an action by 1 of them... but luckily it is found and we are not guilty... hee... and at tt time, i still haven count money and go to the bank... only until 3 plus then everything is done and i have the time to go to the bank... thought we can go there after settling but realise tt the counter there already close... so we can only go there only fri...
realise something today... no matter how real u are... juz put on a stupid, friendly and helpful face... ppl wont bother abt the real in u but the fake in u... fr tml onwards, this only apply to those at my work... i juz put on a stupid, friendly and helpful face to face them... mayeb this way then they will appreciate it more...
i juz think tt im juz a too real person... all my feeling is all writen on my face... 1 look and u can know how im feeling... to my friends i can be real... but to my work place ppl, i have to put on a mask... think the first thing i will look forward is to finish work and remove my mask and be myself...
.:[*shuping*]:. 11:05 PM