Sunday, May 31, 2009
today is a super suay or bad day i dunnoe... im juz too depressed to do or say anything abt today... i actually wanted to start my day nicely... and i have already planned wad i shld wear to work... so when its time, i went to my cupboard and look for my mango skirt... as usual as alot of ppl know i always lost my clothes... so i cannot find it... and i started throwing temper... cos thinking y is it always my clothes... when i always pack my clothes nicely.. same thing happned last week... my black long jie tshirt... but dunoe y i came out again....
but this time i think its not going to come back... cos i turn my house around and i still cannot find it... wad is happening??
then at work... already very bad mood then after 2 hrs of work, this sd player cannot enter the gate... then he came back and say WE NV CHANGE HIS PASSPORT... cos hes ahblack's player so he approached him and asked wad happen... but instead he pushed him again and came straight to me... im like wth... its non of my business man... i didnt even touch ur pp before... then he keep saying me i nv change his pp... i got so fed up and i say SIR ITS UR RESPONSIBLITY TO INFORM US TT U HAVE CHANGED PP... in my mind im thinking, hu the hell knows u change pp when the only one holding ur pp is sd's ppl... fuck... dun blame everything on the counter when things cock up...
finally i have adjusted my mood and came back home... after eating, went to on my lappy... and it becomes

it is spoilt becos i put my thumb drive cover at tt corner and some clever ppl go and cover it as in close it wif the cover there... so i think the screen break cos of the extra popping up thingy... and now i cant see the time and things at tt corner... cannot see online pop up and cannot see the icons all at the side... i got so fed up and as usual i threw things... i tried to control but im too pissed... and i need to release it... so...
work and home dun seems to be going smoothly... as for relationship, cant be bothered... friends still ok...
until today then i know the meaning of 慾哭無淚... in the afternoon i was too angry until i wan to cry but i cannot cry out... until at night when im looking for my skirt again then i burst out... but after a while the cant cry out feeling came back... hai...
.:[*shuping*]:. 12:54 AM