Sunday, May 31, 2009
today is a super suay or bad day i dunnoe... im juz too depressed to do or say anything abt today... i actually wanted to start my day nicely... and i have already planned wad i shld wear to work... so when its time, i went to my cupboard and look for my mango skirt... as usual as alot of ppl know i always lost my clothes... so i cannot find it... and i started throwing temper... cos thinking y is it always my clothes... when i always pack my clothes nicely.. same thing happned last week... my black long jie tshirt... but dunoe y i came out again....
but this time i think its not going to come back... cos i turn my house around and i still cannot find it... wad is happening??
then at work... already very bad mood then after 2 hrs of work, this sd player cannot enter the gate... then he came back and say WE NV CHANGE HIS PASSPORT... cos hes ahblack's player so he approached him and asked wad happen... but instead he pushed him again and came straight to me... im like wth... its non of my business man... i didnt even touch ur pp before... then he keep saying me i nv change his pp... i got so fed up and i say SIR ITS UR RESPONSIBLITY TO INFORM US TT U HAVE CHANGED PP... in my mind im thinking, hu the hell knows u change pp when the only one holding ur pp is sd's ppl... fuck... dun blame everything on the counter when things cock up...
finally i have adjusted my mood and came back home... after eating, went to on my lappy... and it becomes
it is spoilt becos i put my thumb drive cover at tt corner and some clever ppl go and cover it as in close it wif the cover there... so i think the screen break cos of the extra popping up thingy... and now i cant see the time and things at tt corner... cannot see online pop up and cannot see the icons all at the side... i got so fed up and as usual i threw things... i tried to control but im too pissed... and i need to release it... so...
work and home dun seems to be going smoothly... as for relationship, cant be bothered... friends still ok...
until today then i know the meaning of 慾哭無淚... in the afternoon i was too angry until i wan to cry but i cannot cry out... until at night when im looking for my skirt again then i burst out... but after a while the cant cry out feeling came back... hai...
.:[*shuping*]:. 12:54 AM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
am i going to very suay today???
juz finish mahjong session... and this is the first time i play until so demoralise... its not the winning or losing tt i mind... but i juz dun believe tt im really tt suay...
losing to friend its ok lah... cos we treat here and there... so its ok... but hai juz dunnoe how to explain tt feeling...
then still cause them to kana a summon... hai... maybe i really carry shit...
so sorry... my tap is starting soon... cos im really broke and my parent dun seems to be helping me... and yet my mother dun understand the situation im in and is asking me for money to pay my phone bill... heart ache... im not even asking u for a single cent... and u didnt even give me a single cent for my taiwan trip as well... all she do is nag and nag and nag... and i really wan to thanks my lilian mummy alot... she have been paying for my meals... and of cos oso mark, joyce and charles... when we are all so hard up...
anyway i dunnoe y but i wan to say sorry to all mentioned aboved... i seems to be really carry shit...
things really have not gone well after my conversion to full time... things dun start good and they wont end good... juz problem after problem happen at work...
hope my suay-ness end soon... so sorry to my friends around me... maybe if u all wan can avoid me for the time been...
.:[*shuping*]:. 3:28 AM
Friday, May 15, 2009
have been updating on my taiwan trip... nv update abt my work... i have offically started my adult working life... have been 2 weeks... whic means i have come back fr taiwan for 2 weeks oso... have been given the post operation supervisor.... have to do the usual stuffs that i am doing and still have to do paper work and planning of schedule... quite stressful... cos theres alot of things for me to learn and have to take more responsiblity... but fr here i find tt work and more tiring then work.. becos sch u can have days where u take a break... cos teacher nv come... then things like tt... and oso have study weeks... but work... NO!! u can only work work and work.. wif only 1 off day and u ahve to make full use of it... which is slping to pay back those time tt u have missed...
this thrus is my first CNW... i had such a terrible headache which i nv have before... looking at the no and the noise level.. omg... i almost faint... but things dun seems to be right ever since i start work... and the more i wan to do things to the best, i dun seems to be able to make it...
hai... life juz sux...
.:[*shuping*]:. 8:05 PM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
The Bottom LineToday, someone's witty one-liner will ignite a tiny spark in your heart. Pursue it.
In DetailToday,
someone's brilliant one-liner will do more than tickle your funny bone -- it will ignite a tiny spark in your heart. Few people realize how having fun can lead to romance, though you have always understood the connection. Your ideal mate is more likely to be someone who makes you smile than someone who makes you swoon. Remember this when you are considering which crushes to pursue. Hold off on accepting an invitation from anyone who's coming on too strong.
this is today's horoscope analysis fr friendster... lol.. hu is this someone??? no one actually tickle my funny bone... let me think carefully... yup no... lol... maybe it will happen tml... see shall see how... lol...
actually there is... this funny msg...juz saw this video on youtube abt ahdi and his wife... not im bad but i dun think tt she is his cup of tea... and i think they got no tt kind of mo qi at all... hai im so bad... but i juz think hai.... im juz too 專一 and i only think ahdi is the best...
my conclusion is
LOVE IS BLIND!!! HAHAHA...
.:[*shuping*]:. 10:30 PM
Monday, May 11, 2009
so long nv come and blog liao... today had some free time so edited some photos to upload... but i really miss there alot!!! images of the places and the ppl there kept coming into my mind... how i wish im there!!!
photo time!!!
day 1
took SQ flight there... so excited!!! my first time boarding a plane... it was a nice experience cos its Singapore Airline... 4 hrs of flying... first time see plane take off very interesting... but its juz like tt lor... tts wad i feel... slp, eat and watch movie on the plane... so fun... so many movies!!! got to watch departure... heng nv go cinema watch... lol... then reached aiport then have to wait for lina before we can head to our lodging place... then went to our lodging place... settled down then start the first meal there... went to this shop called 萬媽媽... had my first bowl of 滷肉飯!!! shiok!!! so nice!!!
day 2
went to 五分埔 to shop... mark haven wake up then so the 4 of us went first... but before we start, we went to eat 鬍鬚張's 滷肉飯... hmmm its not say not nice but juz tt its all the fats they use... so its like so sinful to eat it... then went to shop around then left the place after mark come... then he brought us to 台北101 and before it is the street where we always see in 偶像劇.. so sad i nv take pic of tt... anyway saw 炎亞綸 at 台北101... so helped ahmei to take a pic of him then i oso take wif him... if not like so paiseh... then we went back home for dinner... tabao back then we started to play mahjong and cards... the forfeit is to drink beer... and the moment the game end, i oso almost gone... cos drink too fast... then went to slp...
day 3
lazy to go out wif charles and tll... so me and lina stayed home while waiting for mr mark to wake up... by the time he woke up its already evening... so we went to the place where he wan to order his stock... which is near 台北火車站... cos its first time we go so exactly we walked a longer distance... anyway its ok... then saw this 紅豆餅... so we bought and try...
day 6
didnt take pic on day 4 and 5... dunnoe y and cannot remeber wad we did... hahaha... anyway this is day 6... both charles and tll is alreay out... again left me, lina and mark... cos i was nagging say i wan to go 中正紀念堂 so mark took us there and bring us to eat this famous 滷肉飯 called the 金風滷肉飯... i feel this is so much better then the 鬍鬚張... haha... then after all tt cant remeebr wad we did... think we wanted to go 夜市 but it was raining so we went to 臺北火車站's 地下街 to shop and to catch dolls... hahaha...
alright update to here then... getting slpy now and need to slp badly... hahaha... be back for more....
.:[*shuping*]:. 2:09 AM
Thursday, May 07, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ACE MARK!
.:[*shuping*]:. 4:26 AM
Sunday, May 03, 2009
im working now and yet im using the com... hahaha... used our company lappy to come online to blog...
started work officially... im now a working adult... shld put away all the childish thinking tt i used to have... its a fresh new start... IM A BRAND NEW SHUPING AGAIN!!! ytd work was ok... first day after 1 month... did some foolish things but its becos its the first day... so no one blame me... hee...
today so slpy... only slpet for 1 hr for the past 2 days... lol... need to adjust back to the lifestyle we have before we went taiwan... now still working already started to plan wad are we going to do after work... got 2 palces to go after work... my grandma house and going to watch movie wif hengky and andi and mummy... still thinking wad to do first... cos after tt going to joycelyn house to stay over... and its my first off day tml... hahaha... still waiting for andi to come to habourfront... so wols... but we wont be finsihing work so early anyway...
so slpy now... now to go get some work done now...
.:[*shuping*]:. 2:13 PM