Saturday, December 20, 2008
went drinking wif lilian and agnes after work... drinking time is always a throw up time... throwing up on wad happen at work...
but agnes gave me a piece of advice of wad i can do in my life... while she was saying, my heart feels so heavy... but wad she say is true... if i carry on to skip my class, i will be getting no where... and ppl around me will suffer... but i know its a must to complete my studies... at least i need a diploma so as to survive better next time... and work, its either i concentrate on my work and quit sch or i try to balance out on both... but there's something which is always on my mind... its either i get over and done wif it... or i will juz get stuck wif it i wont be anywhere in 5 yrs time... wad she say is so true and i agree wif it totally... but i need to be very determined... she said 1 can lose everything but cannot lose its pride... i feel like i am losing my pride... so i need to go find it back again...
and my phlilosophy may not be always rite... i need to accept other phlilosophy in life...
so wad i wan to do now is... to complete my studies... put all the other things aside first... work, family and friends... but of cos not leisure... without tt i will juz die... hahaha...
.:[*shuping*]:. 1:40 AM