Tuesday, August 26, 2008
i seems to have lost hope in life... everything seems to be good already but something muz happen to destory the peacefulness... im sick and tired of it... buliding up then collasping and have to build up again... y cant it be abit more smooth sailing... juz abit more... even its a tinynee tweenee bit... im happy wif it...
first mg then now... i know u will or will not be reading this but i have to say if without u i will juz be like friendless... really... in sch i dun have friends tt clique... my sec friend always meeting up only left wif joycelyn... and not to mention abt her... her schedule is not standard and she need to accompany bf... work friend all busy working... now i only left wif u and ur group of friends... if without u all i will juz be a loner... my life will juz be home, work, sch, home... not even shopping or wad ever shit... so pls dun say things like only contact on msn or wad... i felt super hurt and sad... and i wan to say sorry to u oso for the disturbance fr my parents...
if this is the life im going to have then i juz might as well end it off... wad's the point of living without friends and in fact no life...
i have been told to have fun while i can... now im in the age of having fun and u are depriving me fr it... wad is this? then at wad age do u think is suitable for me to go and have fun... 30?? 40?? or even 50?? i already find it late for me to have fun now... im already 22 this yr... how many 22 can i have?? maybe moving out is 1 solution...
.:[*shuping*]:. 4:27 AM