.:[*shuping*]:. 10:56 AM
i seems to have lost hope in life... everything seems to be good already but something muz happen to destory the peacefulness... im sick and tired of it... buliding up then collasping and have to build up again... y cant it be abit more smooth sailing... juz abit more... even its a tinynee tweenee bit... im happy wif it...
first mg then now... i know u will or will not be reading this but i have to say if without u i will juz be like friendless... really... in sch i dun have friends tt clique... my sec friend always meeting up only left wif joycelyn... and not to mention abt her... her schedule is not standard and she need to accompany bf... work friend all busy working... now i only left wif u and ur group of friends... if without u all i will juz be a loner... my life will juz be home, work, sch, home... not even shopping or wad ever shit... so pls dun say things like only contact on msn or wad... i felt super hurt and sad... and i wan to say sorry to u oso for the disturbance fr my parents...
if this is the life im going to have then i juz might as well end it off... wad's the point of living without friends and in fact no life...
i have been told to have fun while i can... now im in the age of having fun and u are depriving me fr it... wad is this? then at wad age do u think is suitable for me to go and have fun... 30?? 40?? or even 50?? i already find it late for me to have fun now... im already 22 this yr... how many 22 can i have?? maybe moving out is 1 solution...
.:[*shuping*]:. 4:27 AM
Monday, August 25, 2008
i have been asked by the 男主角 of the 2 videos to remove tt post... hahaha... so i removed it... lol...
i would like to thank a few person today...
THANK YOU TO
MARK, SIMON, HUI XIAN, EILEEN, AHLEE, JOYCELYN AND CHARLES!!!
AND ALSO LINA!!!
must be wondering y mark's name is bigger rite... hahaha... cos he did all the planning... looking for tt thing... he planned this all the way back like june or july... and this few days trying to make me pissed so as to give me this surprise... frankly im damn pissed wif u... but too bad i didnt flare up... i wont flare... hahaha....
really thank u very much... actually i still cannot believe tt i got tt thing... wondering wad's tt... hahaha... read on...............
i had a fruitful week and a happy weekend... have been going to hougang to punch card at lina and roger's place... cos we are the M&M... Maria and Mario... hahaha... Phlipines maid... we are like PR there... got personal chopsticks and cups... lol... our job scope is to sayang their 2 daugthers then cook then wash and finally mahjong... hahaha...
this meal is juz a normal last min one... this wed i shall take one which is a more sumptous... hee...
im happy over my weekend becos firstly i got my first b'day present which is a bag i saw while shopping wif lina at vivo(photo to be taken)... she damn gan zhang cos scare i go and buy so she got it the next day after i said i will consider to buy tt bag... hahaha... like tt bag very much... thanks... maybe can replace my adidas bag for the time begin until i see a super nice adidas bag... lol...
and the next happiest thing happened ytd... until now i still find it unreal... lol...
started business again at longjie and went to work in the morning... stupid early morning then got problem... settled the money and the pax for like 1 and a half hr... 647 pax... wad the... anyway then slack all the way cos not much ppl already... was watching shows and eating... hahha... then after work, bought beer then went chill for 1 hr wif lilian and alan... chilled at vivo the open plaza thingy... so after drinking, they went off then i went walking around... since its a happy post then i shall skip those not so happy thing... hee... then went to kovan to eat wif ahlee, eileen and mark... this time mark is trying his luck to make me super piss off to flare up kind... then he wan to make me happy wif tt thing... but he failed... i nv flare up... so he juz bring a present out... so i took it over and its super heavy... so they asked me to open up... peeped into the wrapper then i saw this logo and i got a shock... how can it be??? and it happens to be......
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its a NINTENDO DS!!! and this is a LIMITED EDTION COLOUR!!!
so happy... i got my own DS... but until now i still cannot believe tt its mine... hahaha... i really liked it very much!! can go edit my wish list already... lol...
so after eating, tabaoed food for our sir and mdm... hahaha... slacked at their place then went back home...
here is some random pic...
this candy is fr korea... mark's customer gave it to him... cute rite...
i know i will be killed by this 2 person if i post this out... but i dun care... hahaha...
.:[*shuping*]:. 10:32 AM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
shuping is very 亂 now!!!
shuping need to talk to someone...
shuping dunnoe how to express herself...
shuping sense something is going to happen...
shuping cannot do anything to it...
shuping can sense the thing is a bad thing...
shuping can sense tt she can nv get happiness...
shuping can sense tt he can ruin her life...
shuping cannot bring herself to do tt...
shuping maybe need to be counselled...
shuping need to burst out crying to make herself feel better...
shuping will have slpless nights again...
shuping might have depression...
but shuping is controlling her emotions well...
but shuping is still looking on the bright side of her life...
but shuping still know wad is right or wrong...
but shuping is willing to carry on wif wad is happening now...
but shuping know it is not right...
but shuping can nv ever going to bring herself to do it...
NEVER EVER WILL SHUPING DO TT...
TT'S HOW 死心眼 IS SHE...
shuping rather be sad herself and wan him to be happy...
shuping keep a record of every single sms since 2006...
one thing to summarise...
shuping is a stupid ger...
.:[*shuping*]:. 3:49 AM
Saturday, August 16, 2008
juz came back fr roger and lina's place... and suddenly wans to come and blog... haven mention abt this new friends of mine... they work at parkway oso... got to know them through mark... they are very 好客... always cook for us to eat... lol... so good can eat home cooked food... and they can cook very well oso...
like to play wif their "daughters" oso... its their precious dog... they are so cute... lol... then after dinner we will always play mahjong... they juz beginners... but the progress very good... getting the hang of it...
last few days my luck super down... whole game 1 round oso nv win at all... so juz hope tt not be the shooter... but today got a special gift fr mark... he call it 有福阿旺... so today's luck super good... not really super lah... but good... so much much better then the other days... thank u so much for ur 阿旺... my 財神 dun seems to be working very well wif u... but i will try to find others to make ur luck better k... hee...
this weekend super shiok... first time for dunnoe how long i dun need to work!!! hahaha... can stay at home to slack... so happy... tml i think i will rot at home to watch hanayori dango(流星花園)... so much better then the chinese version...
SIP ending in another 2 weeks time... finally!!! my holiday is coming!!! yeah!!! and my b'day!!! not really looking forward to it lah... pass 21 le... nothing special now oso... this coming tues will be going for the pre round of presentation... hope everything goes well...
random post... hahha... abit sleepy now... start of my slacking day... hee...
.:[*shuping*]:. 4:16 AM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
finally its photo time!!! managed to do up some of them and i cant wait to post it out... hee...
start wif lilian's b'day... its a sunday and tt time only this few of us hanging around... so only us took photos... very fun... cos was taking stupid shots... lol...
next is day 1 of our batam trip... day 2 and 3 still waiting for joyce's side pics then upload tgt... all are live prawns, crab and fish... so charles and choosing for us...
this is one of the sea view tt mark took... the rest is oso very nice... but overall i think this is the nicest...
this is the kelong tt we went to... i was very amazed by the sink... its situated at every table... so its very convience for u to eat seafood there... juz wash ur wash in a few steps... dun have to walk all the way to the rest room...
this is our dinner... alot of food rite?? r u tempted by it??? its super nice btw... hahaha... this is joyce's treat... cos of some reason... so thanks ger!!! the fried sotong is super, damn, ridiculous nice!!! i dunnoe wad other words to use to describe how tasty it is... but i dun eat sotong at all but i ate tt day... so ppl go imagine how nice it is ok... hee... and the mango juice is oso super nice!!! its so thick as if they juz smashed the mango and serve it to u... wow... super nice!!!
if u like to eat prawn and dun like to peel prawn, then u can chose to bring this person out wif u... so he can help u to peel all the prawns and u can juz enjoy ur prawns without using ur hands...
we went to this teras cafe for supper after our massage session... its a fine western resturant... their steak and chicken chop is nice... didnt try the lamb chop cos i dun dare to eat lamb... lol... the atmosphere there is oso very good... its good to chill have a talk wif friends wif a drink... quite cosy oso...
so far until here... will upload day 2 and 3 and wad we took at singapore swimming club wif agnes and lilian...
.:[*shuping*]:. 9:53 PM
im back fr batam for 2 days!!! kind of miss the kind of lifestyle we have there... taken quite alot of photos but dun have the time to go and edit it yet... will upload it once everything is done...
but some of them is still wif joyce will get fr her once she load into her com... hee...
our life there is eat, massage, shop, slp, eat, shop, massage, eat, shop, eat, slp, mahjong... hahaha... super enjoy life...
reached vivo at 2 something then to have lunch wif mark... supposed to take the 3 plus ferry but joyce end work late... so we took the 5 one... before she come, we went walking around and went arcade to play bball... there no experts one... we go then we abit of expert... lol... we play until we almost cannot lift up our hands... long time nv play... throw first round already very tired.. not like last time... at least until 2 rounds then tired... lol... then went to get our bags and went to get the ferry tix... so suay... mark first time go batam then take a lousy ferry... hahaha... slow and shaky... lol...
we arrive there at around 6 something then we head for dinner once we reach there... had seafood at kelong!!! the seafood there super shiok... super nice!!! super fresh!!! after eating, we went batam centre to shop... went to the super market to buy titbits and drink for our stay... but we nv really touch them at all... hahaha... 2 things i will confirm buy there and buy quite alot is my facial foam and sanitary pad... hahaha... its super cheap... 1 plus 2 bucks onli... of cos buy alot lah... lol... then after buying, we went for massage... full body de... shiok... but compared to the next day one... this not so... then went back home to bath then juz slp... thought of playing mahjong but no strength...
day 2 we woke up at 12 something then went out to eat... tt place to me look like haw par villa... lol... got alot of small hut where u can eat inside and eat wif alot of landscape and steps... abit like palace oso... lol... after tt, went to nagoya to shop... mark bought some souvierns back... and every where we go and there's aracde, me and mark will confirm go there to play bball... hahaha... sin play not enough go there oso play... there 1 game is only 1900 rupiah... which is abt 2 cents per game... lol... we played at 2 different shopping mall... after shopping, we went for massage again... this time is foot reflexology... and abit of the body one... this time super time... think is becos not enough slp... there's 2 times where i already slp liao then woke up cos its too pain... hahah... and the 3 of us is slping then poor mark not slping enduring the pain cos of wad i say... at first he say pain then i say oh health not good liao... then he dun dare to speak up... hahah.. so ke lian... lol... after massaging, we went to batam center to eat and shop... got to eat my A&W of cos... their chilli super nice... so different fr sin... bought souvierns again... lol... then after shopping, we chilled at j.co cafe... planning wad's next... actually seafood but too tired then we juz tabao fastfood back to eat and get ready for mahjong... their pizzahut the sweet and spicy drumlet very cheap... cant remember how much liao... and kfc oso... 80000 plus for 1 5 pcs meal wif 3 drinks and 3 rice.... 12 plus sin dollars... then got back eat then bath then mahjong...
day 3 woke up early cos have to take the early ferry back... as joyce have to work... came back then went to have breakfast at habourfront then took cab to charles's place for joyce to bath then we sent her to work after which the 3 of us went to rangoon road for bak ku teh... super nice... even mark oso like... then thought of playing bowling so we walked over... i got tied wif mark for the first game... i improved... hahaha... but think its luck lah... cos 2nd game veyr bad... lol... after bowling, went to the coffee shop for rojak... ate rojak and the sour plum juice... shiok... but the auntie not there le... so sad... lol... then after eating, went to buy 4d then went back to charles's house again... cos at night wan go sing k... so for convience, we went to charles's place to rest... slp fr 5 plus to 9... ahah... we pig... but only me and mark lah... then went to fetch joyce fr work then we went to kovan to eat dinner... didnt go for k in the end but played mahjong at joyce's place... opened her new one... its quite a nice colour... better then the pink one... lol... then after everything, home sweet home at last... 3 days of staying outside... lol...
photos will be uploaded once i have done wif editing...
.:[*shuping*]:. 10:42 AM
Thursday, August 07, 2008
was browsing the web then saw lucify and j3 lastest performance... then there's a flash back of memories... and was quite funny to see them singing on stage oso... was once platying around wif some of them then now see them so serious singing on stage... cant help to laugh... especially alex from j3... hahah... anyway its all memories to be saved in the RAM... hahaha..
going to batam tml!!! finally can get out of sin... later go home have to go and pack bag liao... maybe coming back on sun afternoon or night... not sure yet... but think shld be back wif alot of photos... so stay tune... hee....
.:[*shuping*]:. 10:11 AM
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
blog blog blog... sorry for the wordy post but i still cannot transfer my camera pics into my laptop... will try to do it asap... hee...
this week not in the mood of coming here to blog... dunnoe y.. even now im juz typing rubbish... hahaha.... but last week was quite a busy week lah... everyday out... i think so... the places are juz my house and roger's house i think... hhahaha...
i seems to dunnoe wad's the purpose of blogging now... hahaha... so i dunnoe wad to write abt... but to my surprise, alot of ppl do visit my blog... fr wad the information from the counter, 1 day average of abt 19 ppl click on my link... to me its like wow... so many ppl actually read my boring blog... or maybe they juz come in see those words then they juz close the window.. but wadever it is, its still a blog... u are welcomed to come and go.. if u wan leave a tag... if not then juz shoo off... hahha...
SIP ending soon in another 3 weeks time then i can full time work hard and i can start saving money to taiwan... yeah!!! my dream country... have to be there once so i can live without regret... hahaha... kua zhang... but i really wan to be there... so i muz work real work this holiday and save as much as i can... now alot of reports to be done... hai...
friday is coming and im going to batam!!! yeah!! a small holiday getaway... massage, seafood and mahjong we are coming... hahaha... 2 more days...
.:[*shuping*]:. 10:20 AM