.:[*shuping*]:. 12:12 AM
i have a new blog skin again... used to change it every month but now few months change once... maybe the next time will be 1 yr change one... haha...
didnt blog abt the day i went to my grandma's house... my mum was not feeling well think she got gastric flu... so tt day we had alot of good food but too bad she cannot eat... haha... me and my sis had a good time enjoying all the time and taking our time oso... fri i was still fine... still can go out.. but ytd i caught the flu oso... i knew i was going to fall sick... and really... i could not slp at night... my stomach is so bloated and feel like vomiting... skip everything then i took the day off wanting to rest at home... cos i feel really bad... then my mother ask me to go see the doctor before its close... i cannot take it anymore so i went... i was having fever oso... but cannot be feel outside my body... always like tt... so hard to detect if im having fever or not... 37.8... at least this time not so bad... got 2 days mc... so rested at home for 2 whole days... now feeling better... but still abit weird feeling... and ya... i got 5 kinds of medicine this time... 6 pills all tgt... i need 2 cups of water to swallow everything down... haha... sian...
my father and uncle oso caught the flu... haha... so my house is like full of virus... but luckily my sis didnt got it... good for her...
going to slp early tonight so tml can go back to sch... if not tml no mc already... hai...
.:[*shuping*]:. 10:00 PM
Friday, July 27, 2007
i feel lost now... suddenly think of my stupid ICA project.. i dun know how to do at all... but i have been avioding this thing for a few weeks... i think its time for me to face it... think of how to do now... shld do it this sun... have to find ppl to take over me now... haix!!!!
this few days been wanting to come and blog.. but really dunnoe wad to write... haha... things might be better starting fr august... im going back to work at bk... so at least i wont be so bored... and the most important thing is i can earn money... have to work hard now... cos starting fr sept, i need to have 500 bucks in my acc... if not 2 bucks will be deducted... sian...
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.:[*shuping*]:. 10:44 PM
Saturday, July 21, 2007
today is quite a packed day... compared to the other days this week... hee...
wake up in the morning by my sis... she said someone called my on my house phone... so weird hu call my house phone to find me nowadays... anyway dun care... then joyce came and i accompanied her to go and see doctor... after which slacked at home before going back to sch again for project meeting... i was late already so took a cab down... but someone is later then me... but nvm lah... felt quite bad i didnt attend the pervious meeting... so assigned the things that we need to do then dismiss... then went back home to wait for joyve before i come out again... wan to avoid my mum's nagging so i went out again before she come back... haha...
then went to joyce hosue to wait for her to get ready... planned to go sing k but cos both she and charles having sore throat and coughing so i decidede to cancalled it.. no point me singing alone then they jzu listen... haha... then we went to play pool wif mark... today got no form at all lor... cannot aim oso.. dunnoe wad happen... cannot play well... alot of funny things happened... like joyce, then charles doing his slam dunk... but we missed it... then mark saying 我是王八蛋... haha...
tt is our last round... he say hu wadever lose have to say 我是王八蛋 3 times loudly... so he lose but he let me one lah... so kind hor... thank u very much... hee... but no harm saying lah... cos no more ppl liao mah.. hee...
until now i still cannot make up my mind as to give up or contiune... haha... i know my blog have been very moody this few entries but hai... its a place for me to express how i feel... but hopefully happy things come along the way... hee...
.:[*shuping*]:. 2:29 AM
Thursday, July 19, 2007
times really fly!!! this coming thurs is my grandfather's 2nd yr death anniversary... me and my sis was still discussing cannot be so fast wad... shld be 1 yr onli.. but we foudn the death certificate and it says 2005... wah.. tt's very fast... like last yr onli...
hai... then this mean my grandmother oso passed away for 2 yrs... so fast... soon will be 3th, 4th, then maybe 10th... wah... so scary... if its 10th then i will be 30 yrs old... wah.... I DUN WAN!!!
someone is supposed to give me morning call at 1045... but until not still haven call yet... luckily i setted alarm lah... if not i will be late... the time now is 1225.... think once he remember he will call and say paiseh and things like tt... lol...
a few more weeks, my sem is going to end... if i pass everything this sem... i shld be able to go for my sip next sem... then i can gradute in another 1 yr time... looking forward to tt... most of my friends already stepped into the working society i still haven so abit sian liao...
i have started planning my 21st b'dae chalet... juz friends onli i have 50... add relative then will be 60 plus le ba... wah... big no... but i dun think all will turn up.. so ya... looking forward to it... once in a lifetime... hee...
.:[*shuping*]:. 12:23 PM
Saturday, July 14, 2007
現在的我好辛苦.
我的心好痛.
第一次有這種感覺
好難受..
真的好辛苦
好想一直睡都不要醒
就不會想起任何事
.:[*shuping*]:. 12:15 PM
Friday, July 13, 2007
haha... i wont close this blog so tt i can see all my memories on wad happened on the day i blogged... thinking back things is so interesting... maybe 10 yrs down the road then i read back to my poly life and everything it will be so interesting... hee...
those hu has been coming to read this blog... thank u... haha... dunnoe y thank... but anyway... u shld have notice tt i nv blog abt my relationship life... haha... well im going to do it today... hee...
i didnt realised tt i have fallen so deep for this stupid guy... nv nv did i realised... im so used to him nowadays... i still remember the very very very first day i saw him... its at some shopping mall... i still went to see him for a few days... haha.. now thinking back its so interesting... after a few months, then this 1 fine day... i saw him again... but its at another shopping mall... later then found out tt he work there... haha... i think tt after a few months and u still can get to see someone u interested in its some sort of a yuan fen in some sense... then slowly got to know him then fr a total stranger to hi bye friend... to closer friend then to going out tgt... its so funny... there's this 1 day i was wif lijun then we saw him... then i think we took the same bus home... i was so excited... but we alight the bus already but he haven then i was telling her tt he muz be staying at tampines or pasir ris... haha... i oso dunnoe at which part in this whole thing i have feeling for him... and now its so deep... haha... but as wad i have reorded in my phone, our first sms msg was 030906... haha... im still keeping the msges we have in my phone.. haha... since day 1 to now... but some was not saved...
but now i have decided to juz be friends wif him... not thinking tt we can go further then friends... cos the signal tt he's giving out is he's not into relationship... so... friends...
the day before i think tt i have lost interest in everything... including my life... haha... think too much le... did some thinking for a day, i sorted out my thinking... i shall juz remind friends wif him... now its not so bad oso... can be more relaxed... but i think i wont fall into someone so soon... becos the feeling for him is somehow still there... haiz... 要放棄不是這麽容易的..
well my friends hu have came to visit my blog, there is a test in the message link... by doing tt test, u can test how well u know abt me... hee... try to do it and leave a msg there ba... hee...
.:[*shuping*]:. 2:51 PM
Monday, July 09, 2007
now is 311 in the morning... finally i have finished my IA research, report and power point slides... haha... i still can have 4 hrs of slp before i go to sch... haha... thought tt i cant slp at all... luckily i did everything in juz 2 hrs plus... if u have the determination, u sure can finish wad u wan... today's work is boring... not much ppl... but i have learnt to talk to customers when im alone in shop... better then no one to talk to... i did "hard sell"(did i get it right??) for 1 hrs plus... and the result is quite good.. haha...
then after work, went for supper at novena... wanted to go and eat bak ku teh.. but becos its going to rain and we cant get any cab, so we went opposite to the hongkong cafe... i think the food is not as nice as the hongkong cafe in cine and katong... this 2 sides serve better food and of cos milk tea... haha... its my own perference... hee... then we crapped for quite long outside... so realxing... went back cos the shop going to close... like disturb ppl fr closing shop...
then got home, bathed then sit in front of my lappy and rush out my assignment... its rushed out i wont expect to have good result... so long as pass can already... hee... shld be able to lah... hopefully... alright im sleepy already... bye...
.:[*shuping*]:. 3:11 AM
Thursday, July 05, 2007
went to joycelyn's graduation ceremony juz now... so boring until i fall asleep.. haha... its onli when the guest of honour and dunnoe hu is giving speech then i slp... cos its too boring... but the video clip at the begining is very touching... can think of my own ceremony... all the memories... haha... so fun...
then after the ceremony we went for dinner at the steamboat resturant... the food there is nice lor... haha... but its very spicy... if u dun dare to take spicy food, pls juz eat the chicken soup one... haha... i had alot of luncheon meat... shiok!!! hee.... its a buffet style resturant, but ppl will serve u the food... u dun have to take it urself... so we eat slower and we spent 2 hrs plus there... haha.... this is my second time there... they have this bun thing where u can dip it in condensed milk... super nice lor... i ate 5 of tt... so nice... haha... its a very small one lah... lol... after dinner, home sweet home...
忽然很想你
你未完成的愛情
那天你說
有一种愛值得一起努力
我的心天天在等你
給我未完成的記憶
想念是我們的限時信
也給了愛情勇氣
.:[*shuping*]:. 12:21 AM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
went for the prelimary round for be a star and i failed... hee... i juz take it as a learning experience... but i wan to thank lijun, shumin, sheena, mark, elieen and ah lee for coming to support me!!! especially eileen and ahlee... they already abt to on their way home, they still come down... hee.. thank u!!! next time treat u all to hong kong cafe...
and ya i wan to thank joycelyn for coming all the way to my house helped me wif the makeup and clothes then still have to rush to work... thank u very much ger!!!
.:[*shuping*]:. 2:36 AM