Thursday, September 07, 2006
i dunnoe wads wrong wif me nowadays... feel down.. dun feel like talking to ppl... juz feel tt im not the normal self... like today... went out wif my sis and priss to go bugis to shop... was happy and excited at first tt i can finally go shopping... but after a while, i stopped talking and feeling very down... usually i will feel like buying things... but today i got no urge at all... its a good thing tt lah... i can save $$$... but juz feel tt i shld temper myself after a long month of work... and somemore tml is my b'dae... haha... but no mood...
and now im at mgms... trying to memorise my song... but i cant... dunnoe y... got no mood and the feel is not there oso... but now the feeling of 'downess' is very strong now... hai... wth... i dunnoe how to describe the feel im having now... juz feel tt things are not right and hope tt i can have quiet place where i can sort out things... ALL ALONE.... tired of having sleepless nights and feeling down... this dun feel good at all... always forcing oneself to laugh and smile is such a hard thing... anyway to my friends hu had read is... dun worry... nvm its juz pms... haha... i will be fine and very fast the old shuping will be back in no time... hee...
.:[*shuping*]:. 8:53 PM