.:[*shuping*]:. 2:36 AM
i dunnoe wads wrong wif me nowadays... feel down.. dun feel like talking to ppl... juz feel tt im not the normal self... like today... went out wif my sis and priss to go bugis to shop... was happy and excited at first tt i can finally go shopping... but after a while, i stopped talking and feeling very down... usually i will feel like buying things... but today i got no urge at all... its a good thing tt lah... i can save $$$... but juz feel tt i shld temper myself after a long month of work... and somemore tml is my b'dae... haha... but no mood...
and now im at mgms... trying to memorise my song... but i cant... dunnoe y... got no mood and the feel is not there oso... but now the feeling of 'downess' is very strong now... hai... wth... i dunnoe how to describe the feel im having now... juz feel tt things are not right and hope tt i can have quiet place where i can sort out things... ALL ALONE.... tired of having sleepless nights and feeling down... this dun feel good at all... always forcing oneself to laugh and smile is such a hard thing... anyway to my friends hu had read is... dun worry... nvm its juz pms... haha... i will be fine and very fast the old shuping will be back in no time... hee...
.:[*shuping*]:. 8:53 PM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
hi ppl, long long time nv update le... no mood and no time oso... haha... but anyway im here to update again...
so happy on last sat.... i woke up at around 10 plus 11 to watch miao shou ren xing then slack my time eating breakfast cum lunch then my sis asked me to go the comex fair to get ipod... its so crowded there lor... the train was so packed wif ppl... but wif my mother around, u always can get a seat... haha... sorry... then reached there and started to hunt for ipod... so many ppl there... u cant even see things properly... ppl all blocking at the display and u cant even walk properly... and ur hands will be so busy to take the pamplets tt all the ppl gave u... and finally after several asking and looking around, we settled on one booth and got the things tt we wanted... its quite a good deal... so ppl, wait for this kind of sales and u can have good deal... haha... after getting it, we went outside to double check wif the function and stuff... while we were abt to leave, we cant decide on bus or train to go home... but finally we decided on train... haha... thanx to my sis... on the way to the station, i saw
king kong... haha... finally after abt half a yr of long wait, i finally get to see him... he really changed alot like wad weiqin and the rest told me... dye hair, and slimmer... haha... think maybe its yuan fen... pls lor... its so crowded and cant even walk properly, i can see him... haha... maybe becos both of us r tall... haha... so tt end the
HAPPY day...
and on sun, didnt go to work as my ulcers are too pain for me to open my mouth to talk... so no point for me to go... then met wy and lj to go see hows the audition for pss... haha... after some time of wondering around, again i saw this tall guy in the crowd... hes in the queue for registering for pss... turn out to be mark... haha... so went over to talk to him and found out hes there since 830... since a long wait... and we tried to followed those ppl so tt we can know where their audition is... the first round, we lost them... then until the second round then we found the place... haha... so we hanged around there to see how its like... then after all those things, we went to long john to have dinner... and we wondered if he got in... so they got me to msg him... but he still haven go in.. so we waited... while waiting, we went back there and planned wad to do... and we decided to go kbox... and after tt, he came out but he went straight out to smoke... then later he came back and asked him but he didnt get in... haha... so sad... then he went off to meet his friends... then we went to kbox... and after tt, we went to wy's place to get lj' lappy and practice dance steps... then home sweet home...
.:[*shuping*]:. 11:52 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
today was a fun day... had a lot of fun and alot of kuku photos taken... haha!!!
finally got to sleep for so long... haha... slept until 1 plus until wy send me msg asking if i wan to see nah's performance... haha... have to meet at 2, then rather not go... not enough time and lazy to go out so early... hee... then she wan to shop for green shirt so we arranged to meet earlier... but end up both of us late... then lj oso msg us saying tt since all late then meet at 530 instead... haha... then we went to shop around before meeting them... and as usual late again... haha... so we went to book a lane first before they come... cos full house... then thought charles not coming but he turned up in the end... then started our game... the first game not so good... cannot remember hu won... then continued with the second game... this time, i got strike lei... haha... so nan de tt i will have strike... haha... half way, jun an came to join us... and my score reached another record again... 89... haha... 89 lei... dun play play hor... got improvement... haha
after the game, we went to food court for dinner... haha... another couple couple team came out again... i shall not mention names... whaha... after dinner, charles, jon and alina have to go back to office and asked if we wan to go... but say we better go home and rest... but we dun wan to go home so early, so we wanted to sneak there and give them a surprise... me and wy came up wif this idea we can go buy ribbon and have a TEACHERS' DAY celebration... haha... 3 teachers altogether... jon, charles and lj.. photos will be coming up soon... after the celebration and doing the brochures thing, i suggested tt we play bingo... haha... so me, lj, wy and alina played in the room... and came up wif ideas tt the losers will have to do a puishment... there's alot of kuku puishment and photos were taken... one of them was to write a turtle on our arms... and take photos... and alot alot more of kuku photos... anyway photos will not be uploaded here... haha... and after tt was home sweet home...
tml shall rest at home... slacking at home is the most realxed thing to do on a weekend... haha...
.:[*shuping*]:. 2:14 AM