Wednesday, July 19, 2006
nv had this feeling before... feeling so lost and helpless... i dunnoe wad to do... dunnoe hu to talk to... dunnoe wad's going to happen next... and wad am i supposed to do... dun even have the courage to tell my mother wad had happened... wad shld i do??? i dunnoe wad to say to my project mates... i keep avoiding them... i feel so bad.. i really wan to say sorry to them... i cannnot bring the courage to tell them wad have happen to me oso... i dun even wan to on my handphone... i afraid of receiving msg... dunnoe hu will msg me... I REALLY AM LOST...
but im still trying to cover up my feelings to friends and even family... but when im alone like now, all the scary thoughts come to my mind...
one thing tt drift my mind away for a while was vin... hee... he actually went to put kitty vin pic on friendster... not juz tt, its on his primary pic... lol...

here's the pic... very cute rite.. hee...
well, i can only hope tt 明天會更好。。。
.:[*shuping*]:. 11:51 PM