liFe gOes oN nO maTTEr wAd

2011-12-01T22:07:00.002+08:00

人生應該好像已經過了一大半了吧，可是得到的成就好像什麽都沒有。。

事業
算是只有一點點，也不久。

愛情
0。。
還有憧憬嗎？？當然會有，我也是人嘛。。
也想有个人疼，也想有个人可以担心一下。。
但是不敢想。。

友情
好像也不是很多。。
反正好朋友不用多，要交的長久。。

家人
只有這個算好了吧。。

請問我的人生目標到底是什麽？？
有好的事業？？和喜歡的人在一起？？

我也不知道了，根本就是過一天是一天。。
今天不知明天事。。明天不知後天事。。

走一步是一步吧。。感叹啊。。。

2011-11-15T01:07:00.002+08:00

even its juz a dream, it seems to be so close to me and i wan to remember tt...

that is so touched and happy...

had this kind of dream for a few times...

but this time is the most realistic...

as until now i can still clearly see the pic....

does sweet dreams come true???

how i wish it does........................

2011-09-17T15:02:00.001+08:00

2 weeks and 4 days...

2011-09-08T01:01:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to me!!

happy birthday to me!!

happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me!!!

hahahha...

another yr... living in this world for 25 yrs... but hai...

wad i have accomplished so far?? i dunnoe...

2010-10-28T20:29:00.002+08:00

so long nv come here...

everyday working... off day slping.... after work going out for supper and driving around meeting friend...

kinda enjoying this kind of life...

juz hoping i can earn abit more and can supply more for my family...

then tt will be prefect...

loving this kind of life...

my aim for yr 2011...

earn more money...

change new car....

earn more money....

going to taiwan again...

earn more money...

hahahahaha....

2010-08-12T23:26:00.002+08:00

well well well... have forgotten i can actually vent my unhappiness here...

well... no one owes u anything... so i always believe in juz depend on urself on wadever u wan... but not everyone have the same kind of thinking...

but really i dunnoe lah... y ppl have to be like tt... arent u working like i am... its juz tt i am carrying a title so i have unfinishable money wif me... i am not like u always like to eat ppl... u wan tt thing and yet u dun wan to buy it and keep taking fr us and not juz tt... whenever we are not around, u will look for it.. when we reach u will say things like y u so late i have waited for so long for u to come... come lets go and do wadever u wan to do...
halo excuse me, i dun owe u tt lei...

sometimes our mind is not on u... its juz tt we wan to get for other ppl and its very paiseh not getting it for u... cos after all we are getting money fr the same boss...

dun wish to carry on... getting agitated... f...

2010-06-19T00:12:00.002+08:00

what is going to happen in the near future???? so directionless...

2010-03-03T19:04:00.002+08:00

lalalalallala.... 2 days of off... then followed by 3 days off to genting... this trip i will be going up on my own... cos i cannot take leave on the 8 so simon, huixian and mark will be going first then i join them.... can play jackpot again... hee... but going onboard my ship oso on this sun already... but cannot play... only can see ppl play... but i can go and eat... hahaha...

the weather now is too hot... im siting at home and im sweating... hate this kind of feeling... how i wish i got aircon now!!! sux...

2010-02-13T19:25:00.001+08:00

恭喜恭喜！！！

新年快樂，萬事如意！！！

虎年行大運，心想事成！！！

2010-02-07T22:49:00.002+08:00

its been 1 week since i fail my TP... anyway take it as a learning experience... wait for another 2 more months... no big deal... lol... i didnt really take it to heart lah... quite expected... cos i roll down fr the slope abit then my parking very long... hai...

anyway its over... try again lor... hee

got iphone and happily using it... its fun wif all the fun applications... or maybe its still honeymoon period... heee....

2010-01-27T20:09:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since im here blogging... this is always the way i start my blog... but its true tt its been a long time since i have been here... hahaha... not say no time but maybe juz plain lazy to come... heee... really is plain lazy... but i have juz travelling fr home to work then back home... nv go anywhere else for quite some time... cos too bored so some times when i can i will juz ask to tag along... hee... thank u...

my TP date is getting nearer and nearer.... as it gets nearer, i got more nervous... shit... juz plain shit... hahhaa... juz now when for lesson then i asked my instructor by judging me like tt do u think i can make it... then he replied saying i cannot give u a ans as if i say u will pass then u fail u will say i bluff u... then if i say u will fail then it will dampen my confidence... so its like got ask like nv ask... well... have to 聽天由命。。。 hahaha...

if i got it then it will be another extra expense... but it will be a convience... anyway this have been my dream since i was young... drvining and listening to my fav song and singing along wif it... so happy tt i am going to fulfill my childhood dream soon... so excited!!! hee...

but now i realise paralle parking is easier then reverse parking... but ppl say tt its other way.... lol... maybe im a weirdo... my paralle 1 time can go in liao... but reverse i have to try a few times before getting it in... but after much practice then juz 1 time will do... slowly getting the feel of it... driving is really experience... not very much of a teaching... maybe its becos of wad mark say... i have the "jeans"... hahah... this is a good one... cos my father is a taxi driver...

i wan to wish myself good luck and all my friends can lent me their luck... hee...

2010-01-05T22:24:00.003+08:00

its 2010!!! fifth day liao... hahhaa... dunnoe come here to write wad... but its new yr so have to write something to record...

spent new yr eve at lagoon... had a shock once i get off the cab... told mark tt there is a ge tai... he didnt believe... so when we reached there, we had a shock... its juz infront of their shop... so noisy and the songs is going to be jialat one... lol... we walked out again to the carpark while discussing where can we go if dun stay here... but walked back again and luckily we had a sit... so sat down and jaslyn and dave tgt wif aloysius and adrian... then mandy and adrian came... then brian and his gf came... drank alot tt night... 1 whole carton of 12 and abt 6-7 outside the carton... we all got shocked tt we drank so much...

well once new yr eve we already had a hard time at work... so many ppl and all is full... had a hard time controling everything and i get very uneasy when things is out of my control... super uneasy when tt happen... then i will juz pass it on to the other ppl cos i know im tired le... not cant be bothered but dun have the energy to bother... hai... 心有餘力不足... this is the kind of feeling...

claimed my xmas ph today... had a good slp... no idea wad time i slp last night cos i juz doze off without switching off anything... woke up at abt 2 in the afternoon... shiok... tml going to have a good sweat out... playing badminton and maybe doing gym after tt... depend on how...

finally my final exam for driving is coming... 1st feb... starting to worry... afriad tt i dun have enough practice and now seems to be like not enough time... abt 3 more weeks left... hai... hopeflly i only have to go through it once and dun have to do it a second time... really wish...

2009-12-13T20:23:00.003+08:00

suddenly feel so tired of work.... think i need to have a short break now... have to find back the passion of the job again... maybe more and more responsibility therefore got tired of it.... hai.... hu dun hate responsibility.... but maybe the reward of the work compared to wad u have paid out i find it not very convicing now... maybe tts the reason y....

anyway 4get abt the unhappy things.... lets talk abt happy things... xmas is round the corner and i already have 2 presents... 1 fr agnes and dennie and the other one fr andy... got a armani exchange bag which i like de and a mickey mouse fr andy... juz happen to catch it while window shopping... cos i got sick of work and got the feeling of shopping so asked him out... cos hes the free-est person... hahhaa...
and now i have to rack my brain of buying things for them... going to get present for MARK, BEAR, MY SIS, AGNES, AUNTIE ALICE and DENNIE... already know wad to get for mark and bear juz need some more confirmation... and still dunnoe wad to get for the rest... so its time to shop... lol...

ytd went to my grandma's bday dinner... felt very touched for her cos our family is 4 generations... and the entire of my cousins almost all have got married... only left 4 cousins and me and my sis... hahaha... the rest all got married and of all the got married, only 2 haven got child yet... hahha.... so its really is a big family... lol... ytd then know my grandma is already 87 yrs old... so happy for her...

HAPPY BELATED BDAY!!!

2009-12-06T19:44:00.003+08:00

hai... still got to work another 1 more day to my off days... got to off for 2 days again... but this time is a bit more tired... worked since last week fri to now... fri, sat, sun, mon, tues, wed, thurs, fri, sat, sun and mon... 11 days... after tt weekend worked full for 3 days then afternoon then full then 2 mornings then full again...

last time i used to go out till very late then work again but this time the tirness is different... think going out is like a relaxation so its not so stressful... destress is very important... hahah...

finally paid my fine fr the library... think it have been 5, 6 yrs le ba... now then pay... take my 9.60 so diffcult... hahaha... cos got nothing to do and was walking around at toa payoh so went library to borrow books... hahaha... im reading again...

2009-11-23T01:51:00.002+08:00

seriously i dunnoe wad is the fucking problem... im juz showing a concern to a good friend and yet i dun get replies... wad is wrong... sorry but i need to vent out here... i dunnoe where is the problem and i dun see any problem...

is this wad u do to a friend of urs showing concern for u... if it is then i got nothing to say...

wad the fuck is happening??? i think u are the problem... dun u have the courtesy to juz reply... juz a simple concern which a normal friend give to u....

put it the other way round if a friend of urs is sick or wadever and u send regards to him/her and they juz wont reply wad will u think... is he/she ok or wad... even as a friend u will oso get worried wad... this is all human relationship...

2009-10-16T23:57:00.004+08:00

omg next nice show... juz the second epsiode and it can make ppl cry... steady... super nice...

下一站，幸福

vanness is very shuai... hahaha... and the 愛麗斯 only can always be a bad woman... and it suits her very much... so ke lian... hahaha...

i think the story line is like the 協奏曲... think vanness died after some time and they got a child... so i guess its going to be a very sad and short story... and i would only have interest until vanness is around... but its a nice show lah...

had a super hectic day today... i got 2 handicapped ppl working wif me... sad... luckily agnes stayed behind to help... if not i think i will juz leave everything there... hai... tml will be another day... holiday... hate public holiday... ppl got to off and relax on this day and we have to work like cow... sian... luckily tml bear is working...at least he can ease some of my work...

hai...

2009-10-15T01:23:00.002+08:00

The Bottom Line
Think about your long-term financial health -- be more thrifty now.

In Detail
Be more thrifty now -- think about your long-term financial health. Frugality isn't exactly fun, but it doesn't have to be miserable either. Eat at home, skip the morning latte and quit smoking already! If you indulge in a small luxury today, you will suffer a major setback tomorrow. Say no and stick to your guns for the next few weeks -- you will be glad you did.

omg... its like so true... i drink coffee in the morning... and i hmmmm.... and i do always eat outside... how can it be... maybe i really have to be very thrifty... bo pian... cos i can really foresee tt i might need to spent alot next time... hai... too bad lah... tts life...

2009-10-10T23:54:00.002+08:00

haven been here for a super long time... super super long... well... have been busy wif work and relaxing after work... quite abit of different in me... i have started to take over my parents burden of paying bill and i realise they are not longer young and its our turn to take care of them...

started my driving lesson on thurs... so happy... but quite disappointed in myself oso... dun seems to be doing so well as i thought... but still its juz the first lesson and there is more to come... hopefully i can get it in juz 1 try... then can go out as and when we like.. tts the most important point...

and i got the free laptop given by recontracting my singnet line... so happy tt i can get to see a big screen again... using this to play game is so much funnier... and the video is so much bigger... hahaha...

alot of things happened at work... but hope it will all change for the better... hopefully those hu do not have a good heart for the company get wad they are supposed to... get punished... well the earth is round...

talking abt round... this yr's moon cake festival the moon was super big... the last min we saw cannot remember when but we were on the way to huixian's house... this yr was went our way to old airport road for supper... on his boss's car... its so big and so near to us... as though u go there u can carry it down...

and then i realise actually my font on my blog skin for my name is so nice... hahhaa... the old one i cannot see the acutal thing... normal size laptop is good... but i wont neglect the small one lah... i will carry it out as and when when i need it for leisure... and when i need to get some work done... its so convient... hee...

i supposed this is a deserted blog liao... nvm... hee... its for myself only...

2009-09-10T01:16:00.002+08:00

had a very enjoyable bday this yr!!! wan to thank alot of ppl... fr my best friend to my colleagues and my superiors... thanks alot!!! and also those tt send me msges on phone and facebook... shall mention a few names... lijun. daphne, ah lee, agnes, shuyi, ivy, yuco, duoduo, priss, jasmine, andi, joycelyn, charles, mandy, her bf adrian, agnes, popo alice, mummy lilian, dennie, bear, mei, acemark... sorry if i miss out ur name... all is appreciated...

celebration started on sat... was organised by joycelyn and mark... was meant to be a surprise but turn out not to be one.. everything went well until daphne called me and ask if im going down to her pub... and i started to find it weird... cos before tt, mark called my sis and say we go out tonight to have icecream... tts where i find it weird... out of nowhere go and eat icecream... then mark called me i knew wad they trying to do so i played along... but after a while he juz tell me tt we going over to her pub later.. hhaha... then went over to daphne's pub... too bad shes not there... had a good time drinking, playing dice and singing... quite a nice place... then went back home quite high... high lah... i admit... then back home for 2 hrs then have to go and work again...

after work, went out for dinner wif my colleagues... went for steamboat at chinatown wif dennie, agnes, lilian, alice, bear, mei and mark... ate alot of food until all the elderly wan to go on diet... lol... wanted to go for desert but the place full house... so intended to go back office for cake cutting but settled down at swensens... after which me and mark went down to lagoon... tts where i got drunk... drank alot... hai... luckily didnt have to work...

next day went down again... mini celebration... lina and calvin got a cake... then drinking again... lol... then on my actual bday, went out to town to get my gucci bag wif agnes, bear and mei... got my first branded bag in my 23 yrs... hahaha... so thankfully to agnes and dennie... hee... then went to fetch mark after his work then went for kala... quite fun... cos both calvin, lina and vivian came to joined us... after tt went back home...

had 3 cakes this yr... even my 21st bday oso dun have so many cake... hahaha... the first 2 was mango... 1 fr breadtalk the other fr bakers inn... the bakers inn one is damn nice... and damn ex oso... lol... the third one was a coffee one... very nice oso... thanks for all ur effort.. im so happy!!! and of cos thank my mother for cooking me 面綫... hee...

THANK YOU PPL!!! I'VE ENJOYED MYSELF!!!

2009-09-03T02:22:00.002+08:00

hee... i have given myself a bday present... passed my final theory... actually not excited at all lah... juz finally i got it after 2 tries... more relief then excitement... 阿克特 dun be dishearten... 1 more try then its urs liao... jia you!!!

today was an exciting day... after our test, when for movie... bruno... a very different kind of movie... more on the arts side... and its my first time watching r21 on movie... lol... i was abit angry y tt person didnt check my ic... hahaha... then after tt when home to change and eat then when to zouk... first time clubbing... but of cos im not the dancing kind lah... juz sit there and relax... groove wif the music and tts it... hahaha... quite boring in the beginning but eventually its quite fun lah... only abt 30% of fun... hee... im not the clubbing type of preson...

last sun, went for the 7th month dinner... contributed by my company... went wif bear, mei, mark and 2 of bear's friend... this is the first time attending this kind of dinner... but its the third time me and mei going there to eat... cos perviously 2 of my cousin held their wedding dinner there... the auction thing was fun... our boss wanted this dragon boat... and he say the higest bid will be 388... but in the end we got it at 88.... hahaha... damn fun... new experiment... seems to be quite alot of time first going on... looking forward to more first time... hee...

2009-08-28T23:27:00.002+08:00

i wonder if there is still any reader here... but anyway i still wan to say tt ppl pls do not take yellow top if u can... if really really bo pian then have to do wif it...

here is the reason... i have encounter this since i was young... this first time was cockroach in the car... and its a flying one... if my memory is not wrong... tt time i was juz pri 1 or 2... then the other time was tt the driver is always very old... either they drive very slowly or they have some prob in communication... juz now took a cab home... no luck for cab then finally came one but yellow top... when it came near im like omg!!! i dun wan... but bo pian... no cab... so we hop in... then i said kaki bukit... then he huh??? go where??? then i say again... he huh again... finally my sis said and he understand... but cos we wan to avoid the eunos traffic so we intend to go by kpe instead... but he huh huh then he talked to himself... dunnoe wad... then my sis juz let he decide on the route... then at this junction where can turn or go straight... but straight will be a smoother traffic... so we were guessin... juz abt to turn, he signaled to turn... then we at the same time shouted go straight... hahaha... and he was jerking all the way... i almost threw up and i alight... nv ever will i step into a yellow top cab again...

at this point then i realise i cabbed the whole day... to work then off work then back home... hahaha... waste money... but im juz purely lazy... hee...

2009-08-20T23:29:00.003+08:00

hai... failed my FTT again... suddenly feel i got no more talent in studying liao... but fr the start im only good at practical... so no wonder my theory so bad... juz have to keep trying... still wan to fulfill my dream of driving and listening to my fav song and singing along wif it... its so near to me now but yet so far... hahaha... then wan to get a new car... but confirm cannot get my dream car... volkswagen new beetle convertible... too not practical... cannot fetch alot of ppl.. so no point... can get a honda or toyota shld be contented liao... lol...

too not practical... cannot fetch alot of ppl.. so no point... can get a honda or toyota shld be contented liao... lol...

tml im sure i can finish my accounts... cos finally all the staff is back... i have the whole day to complete it... shld not be a prob to finsih all... hahah... finsihing tt is really a huge burden down...

2009-08-13T22:25:00.002+08:00

401th post....

my blog is getting borer and borer and borer... but bo pian... lol... work have been very very stress for me... have to do schedule... and always there will be alot of last min cannot work, mc, got presentation and everything... hai... then have to do the acc... still alot of data haven yet key in... last month de until today its already half a month and its not done yet... have to try finish it by tml... if not... hai... then have to settle counter things... all the nonsense tt some junket have... and tt bad habit its getting heavier and heavier... wish to stop this bad habit but the stress is too heavy... tts the time where i can relax for awhile and can talk cock...

still i will conitnue to work hard despite all this things tt i face... cos i have 2 very good superior... this 2 names i muz mention.... DENNIE GOH AND AGNES SIAH.... they are so protective against us... but still if we really did something wrong then of cos they will scold us and things like tt... but without them, i think i wont be able to survive in the tough environment... especially agnes... she even help me to plan my saving and things... making me like really a working adult wif proper saving... they are so nice to us tt they will always buy us food... fighting for wad is right for us like incentives...

all in all im very happy wif my first job when i step into the working society... hee... really very thankful to them... hee...

2009-08-08T02:58:00.000+08:00

400th post!!!! hahah... will be wokring full this long weekend of holiday... sian and stress... no off day again for me again this week... again sian...

y muz national day fall on weekend? hate it... hopefully tml wont have too much of commotion..

i wish myself good luck... hahaha...

*typin in the dark is so difficult... hahahah...

2009-08-06T09:38:00.000+08:00

hhahaha... im now at work... alone working morning... cos this is a THURSDAY!!! nv had a chance to work alone... this is only the second time and i wokred here for almost 2 years liao... lol..
anyway morning quite fun not like wad auntie alice have said so fan... lol... nvm i haven kana it yet... so far so good... ppl nice... sit down enjoy food... blogging... talking on msn... eating... drinking coffee...

juz as i was typing here... 1 passenger came in wif 11 passport... then the total was 578 but i only took 500 and i blur blur gave him a change of 22... heng i smart enough to go and check cctv then i was counting the money... luckily can find back... i was almost giving up when doing it half way... but heng i contiuned... lol... so i can happily work again...
im going to facebook to play games now... hahaha..

2009-07-26T00:51:00.002+08:00

after straight 1 week of working without any off day, finally my off day is coming!!! after sun... but the sad thing is agnes bday is on tues so they having a eating session... then they ask me to fry the pork cutlet... but i scare i cant wake up... so still considering...

ytd was so boring at work... so i took out my phone and scanning through my phone book... then i realise alot of friends have nt been contacting them for very long... so send a sms to them... some replied and shuyi came to look for me oso... quite some time nv see her liao... the last time was supper wif her and dap at rui chun...
then at night was waiting for 阿克特 to finsih work cos going to lagoon... received a call fr victor and talked to him for some time abt our recent life... seeing shuyi and talking to him reminds me of our sec sch life... so realxing and nothing much to worry abt.... not like now... lol...

now time to say thank you again... hahaha... mr 阿克特... pei me to take the longer jounery bus when he have a shorter bus to take...

didnt really eat much today... dun have much appetite... but now im hungry... i only had 1 bread, half a curry puff and half pack of chicken rice for the whole day... maybe is becos of my ulcer... it seems to be very swollen and it hurt so much...

2009-07-20T01:28:00.003+08:00

my blog is going to have its 400th post!!! hahaha...

hai... dun feel good this few days... juz feel sian... everyday work, work and more work... so many things piled up and not done yet... tml im going to guai guai sit at my desk and finish everything... this is my resolution for tml.... hahaha... tml im going to go office then settle my paper work... give it to the HR ppl... then im coming back down to the bank sit on my chair and get stuck to it... today is already the 20th and i have only done my acc until the 8th... wad the... so many weeks not done yet... see my table oso sian... so many things to do so juz cant finsih it... my target tml is to do until the best 19... if not i will need to bring home and do...

the last few weeks juz dun find myself productive... too many things to handle at 1 shot and i really think im inexperience... still alot for me to learn... juz this and the planning of schedule can kill me... every month schedule have to change for 20 over times.... juz sick and tired... always here cannot work there cannot work... hai...

sort of miss my sch life... not happy dun go sch... then can have alot of time to slack... now... NO... no time for slacking... hai... different stage of life... but its so tiring... im really sorry i cannot do well in the things im handling... i really cannot handle so much things at 1 time... i will loss my concentration...

juz had a mini celebration for lilian and agnes's bday... dinner then ktv wif bear, ahmei and akete... lol.. had fun but in the end... hai... dun wan to mention it... anyway its juz life.... wad we can do is juz accept it... no way u can change anything... but maybe u can change urself to be more postive...

suddenly feel i very negative this few weeks... always looking on the dark side of life... i dunnoe how long more can i take it... maybe at the end of the race of my life is depression... see so negative... hai... wad to do... LIFE!!! Live In Fear Eternally...

2009-07-11T01:24:00.002+08:00

u r born alone... u will die alone... so eventually ur life will be alone oso...

alot of things have been happening during work... and it quite of trigger some feeling in me... there are alot of things i dun understand... and i dunnoe how to understand... or i dun wan to understand...

friends, family, work... without thinking this is the ranking i have when i wan to type this 3 things... friends in first place then family then work... but maybe the problem lies in me lah... i really dunnoe how to communicate wif ppl... i do have friends... but i dunnoe if they really treat me as their true friends or wad... something it can be very sad... or shld i say pathetic... frankly i dunnoe how to put my feeling into words... nor do i know how to say it out... i juz feel very lonely at times... or maybe most of the time... i lack of talking skill... i dunnoe how to talk... and dunnoe when to talk wad... and always trying to please ppl... could this be the cause of the problem???

4get it... dunnoe how to express... though life sux but it still have to go on... im trying my best to be a better person... pls give me a chance and i can do it...

2009-07-06T14:27:00.002+08:00

finished my 3 days mc... but i only used 2 days... ytd i went back to work and did alot of things... settled all the money and tried to finish my acc... but still unable to finish...

ytd morning at work was so busy... cos there is only 3 of us working... but luckily the sits were all taken up at aorund 815... but we have much free time... but when we were busy, the phone kept ringing... ppl keep asking abt the free cruise thingy... so irriating... was too busy so i asked them to call after 10 plus... not in the mood of slowly talking to them... then after work went to pick up bear's dog... his so cute... they haven think of a name for him yet... ol... but he so cute... so cute tt i wanted to have 1 myself too... but my parents wont allow... lol...

2009-07-05T02:03:00.002+08:00

hai.. was sick for this week... the whole week... lol... think it happen on wed... felt cold tt day and was already sneezeing and coughing... think at tt time i already having fever... then didnt really care... same thing happen for thurs... but still drag myself to work and i still can eat normally... then until fri agnes asked to rest at home then i went to see doc... then i realise tt im having fever for the past 2 days... and yet i dun feel anything... 37.8 at tt point of time... and my doc gave me 3 days mc... fri,sat and sun... mon is my off day... so i can rest for the whole 4 days... hahaha... shiok... but im going to work tml... workaholic... lol... not really lah... feel bad leaving my colleagues alone... so im going tml...

2009-06-24T23:04:00.004+08:00

f*** its not the money im heart ache abt... its the meaning behind every single one... u think juz a sorry and money can pay back for all this... im sorry u are wrong... all is not accepted... wads the point of getting the money but now its all gone... money cannot buy everything... dun think u have money u can do wadever u wan and get over it... wait long long...

if u dun come to talk to me i wont get so hot... u throw all gone away and now a sorry and say u wan to give me money... and im so angry and dulan... f***... no point...

u juz dun understand the whole thing... now i understand y some ppl like to lock their room... even u are juz staying wif ur own family member... i juz feel now i cannot even trust my own parents... its juz the responsibility tt i need to carry out... nothing else...
sorry to say tt... u ppl spoilt it urself...

2009-06-24T04:01:00.003+08:00

i dunnoe wad is wrong wif me... have i done anything wrong??? i dunnoe... i know its not important things but its my fav... y do u have to do tt?? i am juz on impluse lah... but im juz too angry to think of anything... damn f***ing dulan and angry...

i used to have such a big family... but now... it have shrinked... it all cost money to buy them... and oso time to collect them to let them become such a big family...

but think it the other way round... if they are human begin they will oso die 1 day and be gone by my side... so maybe i shld juz think tt they have die liao and leaving me alone in this world...

i know its ricicluos but... i dunnoe how to explain... i know alot wont understand... but hope someone can understand me...

rest in peace!!!
my dear ones.......

2009-06-21T19:12:00.004+08:00

its short week this week... juz had my off day and now my off day is coming again...

suddenly have this feeling again... ending my life... was walking wif lilian juz now to check something then seeing ppl going into the gate to take ferry... then this thought came to my mind... i have taken ferry, plane and been to taiwan already... so i can go and die without any regrets... this maybe signs and symptoms of depression... but i juz cant stop myself fr this kind of feeling... i tried to.. tried very hard... but it juz always surrounding me... can u pls go away fr me!!! i hate u!!!

life juz simply sux man...

its so simple and yet it sux...

SIGHZZZ!!!

2009-06-17T23:05:00.002+08:00

hai... had a super hectic day ytd... started work at 7 cos vessel is here so there is alot of ppl... then after tt went to the back to settle the accs... then still have to go to bank... cos nv do acc for like 3 to 4 days so it have piled up alot... so have to finish tt up... feel so uneasy if there is alot of things unfinish... so i always like to rush them out...

so many figures my eyes going blind oso... half way done wif the thing then another thing come up... have to key in the data for new members... abt 10 pages to be done... and tt have to be done on tt day cos we need to send a sms boardcast to all the members saying tt tanah merah is starting... when i switched to the member thing its already 3 plus... didnt even know time pass so fast... then finsihed wif the member then have to come out wif the message to send out... after which went out to vivo to have a stroll and oso to pass something to sir... and after agnes come back, we start to get busy wif the memo... have to think how to write and wad to write... hai... when we are done wif tt its already 6 plus... tts how fast time pass... then after settling everything, she went back then i stayed back wif the accs... until 7 plus then i completely finish it... hai... so a long day...

today abt the same... thought we could go to tanah merah and set up our things but suddenly something crop up... and we have to spent the time on cctv juz to catch an action by 1 of them... but luckily it is found and we are not guilty... hee... and at tt time, i still haven count money and go to the bank... only until 3 plus then everything is done and i have the time to go to the bank... thought we can go there after settling but realise tt the counter there already close... so we can only go there only fri...

realise something today... no matter how real u are... juz put on a stupid, friendly and helpful face... ppl wont bother abt the real in u but the fake in u... fr tml onwards, this only apply to those at my work... i juz put on a stupid, friendly and helpful face to face them... mayeb this way then they will appreciate it more...

i juz think tt im juz a too real person... all my feeling is all writen on my face... 1 look and u can know how im feeling... to my friends i can be real... but to my work place ppl, i have to put on a mask... think the first thing i will look forward is to finish work and remove my mask and be myself...

2009-06-15T23:37:00.002+08:00

its my off day today!!! once a week... muz really treasure it... hahaha... slpet last night at 2 am... until this afternoon 1 something got a call fr my sis cos i wanted to go CDC to register for my final theory... but i was so tired and lazy so i got back to slp... until 3... then slack in my bed and fall aslp again... then until 4 something 5 then i got up to get something to eat... after eating then watched tv until 6 something then i fall aslp again... hahah... until juz now 1030 then i woke up to bath and asked my sis to tabao food for me... so hungry... juz now i feel so fresh... and i got a bit slpy again... but i juz eaten so i cant slp yet... lol...

another week of work ahead... and tanah merah is starting this coming sat... sian... every full timer have to go there for 1 week... heng its juz for 1 week... if not i think we will juz die there... no entertianment... even the food there is not nice... heard fr them... lol... and going there is a torture... have to change bus at interchange... and if u miss the bus have ti wait for another half an hr... so ma fan... hai...

so wan to get my licsence asap so i can drive to work and here and there... maybe this week or next week when i have the free time i will go dwn... hopefully its not too ex and i can afford it for now...

2009-06-13T02:58:00.002+08:00

off day ytd so went to the IT fair... planned to get a mini... cos the old one really cannot make it liao... only left 3/4 of the screen can see... sad... anyway got a new one liao... abit not use to it... cos its a small screen... only 10.2 inch... lol... but its so handy... can bring it anywhere...

2009-06-09T18:24:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since i last come and blog... so busy wif work... everyday is work and slp... more and more work pile up to do... but fortunaly i am able to and master the work fast and finish it.. hhahaha.. how clever of me... got alot of photo and video haven upload yet... everytime go home so lazy to do things... wan to play online game the connection oso very slow.. so sian... then everytime wait until fall aslp... hahaha...

this morning is the worst... dunnoe how i slp last night... and cannot remember if i got off tv and lappy... then nv set alarm... luckily my sis need to wake up early and got waken up by her alarm clock.. if not i will be late again... juz in time to take a cab here...

talking abt laptop... IT fair is coming so i will be going there to see got any cheap and good one need to replace my old one le.. its really going to have a black screen very very soon... everyday on is like more black parts... hai... need to get money fr my stupid mother... dunnoe if she will sponsor me... but i dun care... i muz have it.. lol...

now slacking in ofice.. later go home i wan to watch vcd and hopefuly i dun fall aslp again... hahaha..

2009-05-31T00:54:00.003+08:00

today is a super suay or bad day i dunnoe... im juz too depressed to do or say anything abt today... i actually wanted to start my day nicely... and i have already planned wad i shld wear to work... so when its time, i went to my cupboard and look for my mango skirt... as usual as alot of ppl know i always lost my clothes... so i cannot find it... and i started throwing temper... cos thinking y is it always my clothes... when i always pack my clothes nicely.. same thing happned last week... my black long jie tshirt... but dunoe y i came out again....

but this time i think its not going to come back... cos i turn my house around and i still cannot find it... wad is happening??

then at work... already very bad mood then after 2 hrs of work, this sd player cannot enter the gate... then he came back and say WE NV CHANGE HIS PASSPORT... cos hes ahblack's player so he approached him and asked wad happen... but instead he pushed him again and came straight to me... im like wth... its non of my business man... i didnt even touch ur pp before... then he keep saying me i nv change his pp... i got so fed up and i say SIR ITS UR RESPONSIBLITY TO INFORM US TT U HAVE CHANGED PP... in my mind im thinking, hu the hell knows u change pp when the only one holding ur pp is sd's ppl... fuck... dun blame everything on the counter when things cock up...

finally i have adjusted my mood and came back home... after eating, went to on my lappy... and it becomes

it is spoilt becos i put my thumb drive cover at tt corner and some clever ppl go and cover it as in close it wif the cover there... so i think the screen break cos of the extra popping up thingy... and now i cant see the time and things at tt corner... cannot see online pop up and cannot see the icons all at the side... i got so fed up and as usual i threw things... i tried to control but im too pissed... and i need to release it... so...

work and home dun seems to be going smoothly... as for relationship, cant be bothered... friends still ok...

until today then i know the meaning of 慾哭無淚... in the afternoon i was too angry until i wan to cry but i cannot cry out... until at night when im looking for my skirt again then i burst out... but after a while the cant cry out feeling came back... hai...

2009-05-20T03:28:00.002+08:00

am i going to very suay today???

juz finish mahjong session... and this is the first time i play until so demoralise... its not the winning or losing tt i mind... but i juz dun believe tt im really tt suay...
losing to friend its ok lah... cos we treat here and there... so its ok... but hai juz dunnoe how to explain tt feeling...
then still cause them to kana a summon... hai... maybe i really carry shit...

so sorry... my tap is starting soon... cos im really broke and my parent dun seems to be helping me... and yet my mother dun understand the situation im in and is asking me for money to pay my phone bill... heart ache... im not even asking u for a single cent... and u didnt even give me a single cent for my taiwan trip as well... all she do is nag and nag and nag... and i really wan to thanks my lilian mummy alot... she have been paying for my meals... and of cos oso mark, joyce and charles... when we are all so hard up...

anyway i dunnoe y but i wan to say sorry to all mentioned aboved... i seems to be really carry shit...

things really have not gone well after my conversion to full time... things dun start good and they wont end good... juz problem after problem happen at work...

hope my suay-ness end soon... so sorry to my friends around me... maybe if u all wan can avoid me for the time been...

2009-05-15T20:05:00.002+08:00

have been updating on my taiwan trip... nv update abt my work... i have offically started my adult working life... have been 2 weeks... whic means i have come back fr taiwan for 2 weeks oso... have been given the post operation supervisor.... have to do the usual stuffs that i am doing and still have to do paper work and planning of schedule... quite stressful... cos theres alot of things for me to learn and have to take more responsiblity... but fr here i find tt work and more tiring then work.. becos sch u can have days where u take a break... cos teacher nv come... then things like tt... and oso have study weeks... but work... NO!! u can only work work and work.. wif only 1 off day and u ahve to make full use of it... which is slping to pay back those time tt u have missed...

this thrus is my first CNW... i had such a terrible headache which i nv have before... looking at the no and the noise level.. omg... i almost faint... but things dun seems to be right ever since i start work... and the more i wan to do things to the best, i dun seems to be able to make it...

hai... life juz sux...

2009-05-12T22:30:00.007+08:00

The Bottom Line

Today, someone's witty one-liner will ignite a tiny spark in your heart. Pursue it.

In Detail

Today, someone's brilliant one-liner will do more than tickle your funny bone -- it will ignite a tiny spark in your heart. Few people realize how having fun can lead to romance, though you have always understood the connection. Your ideal mate is more likely to be someone who makes you smile than someone who makes you swoon. Remember this when you are considering which crushes to pursue. Hold off on accepting an invitation from anyone who's coming on too strong.

this is today's horoscope analysis fr friendster... lol.. hu is this someone??? no one actually tickle my funny bone... let me think carefully... yup no... lol... maybe it will happen tml... see shall see how... lol...

actually there is... this funny msg...

juz saw this video on youtube abt ahdi and his wife... not im bad but i dun think tt she is his cup of tea... and i think they got no tt kind of mo qi at all... hai im so bad... but i juz think hai.... im juz too 專一 and i only think ahdi is the best...

my conclusion is LOVE IS BLIND!!! HAHAHA...

2009-05-11T02:09:00.004+08:00

so long nv come and blog liao... today had some free time so edited some photos to upload... but i really miss there alot!!! images of the places and the ppl there kept coming into my mind... how i wish im there!!!

photo time!!!

day 1

took SQ flight there... so excited!!! my first time boarding a plane... it was a nice experience cos its Singapore Airline... 4 hrs of flying... first time see plane take off very interesting... but its juz like tt lor... tts wad i feel... slp, eat and watch movie on the plane... so fun... so many movies!!! got to watch departure... heng nv go cinema watch... lol... then reached aiport then have to wait for lina before we can head to our lodging place... then went to our lodging place... settled down then start the first meal there... went to this shop called 萬媽媽... had my first bowl of 滷肉飯!!! shiok!!! so nice!!!

day 2

went to 五分埔 to shop... mark haven wake up then so the 4 of us went first... but before we start, we went to eat 鬍鬚張's 滷肉飯... hmmm its not say not nice but juz tt its all the fats they use... so its like so sinful to eat it... then went to shop around then left the place after mark come... then he brought us to 台北101 and before it is the street where we always see in 偶像劇.. so sad i nv take pic of tt... anyway saw 炎亞綸 at 台北101... so helped ahmei to take a pic of him then i oso take wif him... if not like so paiseh... then we went back home for dinner... tabao back then we started to play mahjong and cards... the forfeit is to drink beer... and the moment the game end, i oso almost gone... cos drink too fast... then went to slp...

day 3

lazy to go out wif charles and tll... so me and lina stayed home while waiting for mr mark to wake up... by the time he woke up its already evening... so we went to the place where he wan to order his stock... which is near 台北火車站... cos its first time we go so exactly we walked a longer distance... anyway its ok... then saw this 紅豆餅... so we bought and try...

day 6

didnt take pic on day 4 and 5... dunnoe y and cannot remeber wad we did... hahaha... anyway this is day 6... both charles and tll is alreay out... again left me, lina and mark... cos i was nagging say i wan to go 中正紀念堂 so mark took us there and bring us to eat this famous 滷肉飯 called the 金風滷肉飯... i feel this is so much better then the 鬍鬚張... haha... then after all tt cant remeebr wad we did... think we wanted to go 夜市 but it was raining so we went to 臺北火車站's 地下街 to shop and to catch dolls... hahaha...

alright update to here then... getting slpy now and need to slp badly... hahaha... be back for more....

2009-05-07T04:26:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ACE MARK!

2009-05-03T14:13:00.003+08:00

im working now and yet im using the com... hahaha... used our company lappy to come online to blog...

started work officially... im now a working adult... shld put away all the childish thinking tt i used to have... its a fresh new start... IM A BRAND NEW SHUPING AGAIN!!! ytd work was ok... first day after 1 month... did some foolish things but its becos its the first day... so no one blame me... hee...

today so slpy... only slpet for 1 hr for the past 2 days... lol... need to adjust back to the lifestyle we have before we went taiwan... now still working already started to plan wad are we going to do after work... got 2 palces to go after work... my grandma house and going to watch movie wif hengky and andi and mummy... still thinking wad to do first... cos after tt going to joycelyn house to stay over... and its my first off day tml... hahaha... still waiting for andi to come to habourfront... so wols... but we wont be finsihing work so early anyway...

so slpy now... now to go get some work done now...

2009-04-30T05:00:00.002+08:00

im going back home to sin in another 13 more hrs... which is my flight... my flight is at 6 something in the evening... so reach sin will be abt 10 something 11...

still haven intro how we always come online... we will always come and visit this internet cafe... this place is very comfy and the price is very reasonable... or should i say super... its juz 5 hrs for 100NT... which is abt S$1 per hr... and they provide free flow of drinks... so good... and the ppl here is all very friendly... hee... but frankly taiwanese is all very friendly...

i think i will quite miss the life here... cos the life here is so relaxing... maybe is becos we do not have to work... so its juz slp, shop, eat and slack... lol... but the weather here is really very shiok... but will have to wear very thick clothing... and the temperture change is very fast... in the morning can be hot then in the afternoon its cold... when we reach here the temperture is only 13 degree... the hottest we have is only 25 degree i think... so shiok...

and i muz really praise the ktv here... i nv been to party world but we went to this place called holiday... 好乐迪.. they have this package in the night at 11 for 5 or 6 hrs i cannot rememebr and its only 390NT per pax... which is abt 20 bucks in sin... their system is good... and they have alot of this werid sounds which u can chose fr... so funny... and the main thing is they provide bufffet oso... they have rice, noodle and some dishes... its like a 5 course buffet... we can juz skip our dinner then go there and eat and sing to our own full... haha... shiok rite... lol...

and i think i will miss the food here the most... in the midnight if u are hungry u can easily find food... even 7-11 sell 茶葉蛋... and the bowl noodle here is damn nice... think i will miss most is the 滷味... the one near our place... juz went to eat it for the last time... but cos we have limited money left... so we can only eat abit... hai... but we got to eat the noodle lah... its super nice...

i will arrange the photos when i got back... edit and upload it... hee...

2009-04-27T22:36:00.001+08:00

3 more days to home!!!

突然觉得心里空空的，好奇怪的感觉。。。
超不喜欢这个感觉。。
感觉快走开，我讨厌你。。。

2009-04-25T21:51:00.001+08:00

im going back home to sin in another 5 days time...

see u back in singapore!!!

2009-04-16T22:07:00.002+08:00

16th day at taiwan... hahaha... lina had already went back to sin... we have another 14 days left...2 weeks... time pass so fast...

have been staying in taipei for this few days... will be going to tai zhong on sunday wif charles and joycelyn then i will come back to taipei alone... cos i dun have enough money to travel around liao... and i dun really wan to go to gao xiong and ken ting...

didnt really get to slp since 2 days ago... came to internet cafe until morning then bought breakfast back then have to go out early to change currency... then went back home while mark went to send lina to the airport... then went out for dinner when he came back... went to eat tt resturant again... abt S$60 u can eat until u siao... abt 6 course of appitsers then 4 main courses, 1 soup, and 8 desserts... the food there is nice... the ambience is oso very good... consider quite a cheap resturant liao... so went straight to the internet cafe again until 4... then again went to get breakfast then we said dun wan to slp then can go out in the morning to send our food and things back to sin then going to sing k... but mark say he wan to slp for 2 hrs then got no one to talk to me so i fall aslp oso... got woke up by a call and at tt point of time its already 2 plus liao... hahaha... so our plan have to bring backwards... went to send our things then mark went to do his ordering then meet him at taipei station for ramen then went to check the price for k then went back home again to dry the clothes before we come out to internet cafe again... so after here we might be going to k... then tml can have the whole day to slp at home... hee..

life here is so realxing... cos dun have to think abt work or anything... but cash is running out... hahaha... go back then have to work hard...

in another 3 days time, is my blog's 3rd bday... hahaha.... 19 april... 3 years i have been writing all my life nonsense here... hahaha... full of memories... time to go back and slowly read wad had happen to me in this 3 yrs... so interesting...

2009-04-14T03:55:00.003+08:00

wah... almost 2 weeks here in taiwan... quite used to the life here already... shop, eat, online and slp... hahaha... enjoyment... like the life here but i sort of miss things in sin... my bed, my family, and my friends there... hee...

been to places like 九份，基隆，淡水，西門町 and etc... still got no luck to see my ahdi on the street... hahah... bought alot of things for myself and of cos for my friends... hahaha... spent quite alot... and now have to save abit liao... hahaha...

didnt get to watch my bloody valentine in sin... but managed to watch it here in taiwan... the first movie tt i watched overseas... we watched the 3d one... i feel there's no much 3d effect inside but really very 神奇 tt u can actually see the thing flying towards u... anyway this show is damn gross... watch liao oso wan to vomit.. but its nice... the story line all quite packed... and let u wonders hu the muderder is.... nice show... predicted that there will be a part 2...

2009-04-10T21:10:00.002+08:00

i did something really stupid i would like to apologise to this person....

IM SORRY!!!!

to be frank i have really understand since the day tt u give me tt big scolding... i have totally wake up fr tt on... i juz dunnow y i will go and ask tt kind of thing.... but i really really really have no hope on u at all since then on... i really treated u as a super close friend of mine... close until we can talk anything under the sun... but now im super depressed cos this good friend of mine is ignoring me...

im really trully sorry... i dun wan to end this friendship juz becos of this stupid silly mistake of mine... its too stupid to have is as a cause... will u pls juz forgive me???

2009-04-07T03:15:00.002+08:00

well 7th day in taiwan!!! its still very cold... and it starts to rain this 2 days... so cold...

and today finally i have been to the place which i wanted to go long time ago... cos tt place has got alot of sentimental values... its the place where energy held their first concert in taipei... its 中正纪念堂... i already wanted to go there the day before... but someone dun wan to bring me there... so im there today... hee... took photos there... but not me lah... took those building to prove tt i was there... hahaha... but its too freaking cold... the wind blow and u will juz die....

be back for more...

2009-04-04T22:12:00.002+08:00

hahah... ppl i am at taiwan now!!! this is my 4th day here... the first 2 days weather is so cold... cold until can die... hahaha... this 2 days not so bad...

this tme take plane oso... so exciting.. its so fun... hahah... got alot of movies to watch and stuff...

alright will be back for more... need to do alot of things now... transfer ds games... take to friends and things...

2009-04-01T00:30:00.002+08:00

I WILL BE LEAVING SINGAPORE IN ABOUT ANOTHER 12 HRS TIME!!!!

TAIWAN IM FINALLY COMING!!!

HAHAHA!!!

I WILL BE THERE FOR 30 DAYS!!

I WILL BE THERE FOR 720 HRS!!!

I WILL BE THERE FOR 43200 MINS!!!

I WILL BE THERE FOR 2592000 SEC!!!

but i will miss my bed, my family and my friends... i was talking to my sis juz now and we almost cry... hahaha... first time parting for so long... hee... dun worry i will be back soon... anything juz sms... but of cos important one... if not very ex... hahha..

bye singapore!!! bye my parents and my sis!!! bye my friends!!!

I WILL BE BACK IN 30 DAYS TIME!!!!

2009-03-31T00:31:00.002+08:00

spent today's afternoon slping... so tired... then woke up to eat and to pack my luggage... done wif all the clothing part... then have to pack the taking on hand stuffs... and have finally settled on our room... quite a small room... but shld be enough for us...

juz now had a fight wif a moth... this moth fly into my room around 9 something and my sis had a fight wif it until she got tired... still cannot managed to catch it... and we cannot find it liao... so stopped there... then until juz now it fly out again... heng my father is still at home... if not i will have to room to slp... cos my sis slp le... she cannot catch it for me... so this time my father and it have a fight... this moth really is very active... it can fly and fly and stop near the celling where ppl cannot reach... so smart... finally i think it got tired... and it keep stopping and my father keep disturbing it until it cant fly... hahaha... wad quite fun looking how he disturb... lol... so i hate this kind of thing... im juz ~~scared~~ terrified wif this kind... though they are so small... but i juz cannot tahan them... hopefully taiwan doesnt have this kind of thing... if not i think no one will entertain me to catch them... hahhaa...

im flying off already... hahaha... so happy, excited... this time on a plane... this time leave house for so long... hee... 2 more days...

2009-03-28T22:33:00.002+08:00

wad is wrong today??? everyone seems to be alot of fire in themself... dunnoe wad is wrong... since i got into work, everythings seems to be so hot...

so many things happened... all is scolding, quarreling and more... and i was not feeling well oso... keep feeling giddy... hai...

first is this regular... tis auntie came wif her friend then they keep asking for 3 something ferry... and i told them 3 something no ferry only 420... and they keep wanting 3 soemthing... so i got a bit fed up and i told them dun have... then this stupid auntie say do u have to say in this kind of tone... so i say her back... auntie i have already told u alot of times there is no 3 plus ferry... next one is 420... have i done anyting wrong??? anyway i dun care... then this regular say sorry she first time... then i say then u tell her lah... wads the problem... then nvm did everything for them then they went off...

then was at wave master.. i went over to print my boarding pass... then at the same time reserve sit oso... cos the staff there ask me... juz nice there is only 26 sits left... so i asked for 20... and i still have 5 in her hand... so which means only 1 sit left... then 2 person was in the q... 1 took the sit then the other one came go in... then he started to kb... he say i came first then u give the sits to me... and he kept on nagging and nagging... and there my fire started... so i looked at him then i say sorry we have priority... then he like wad priority u have... money is the priority... then he kept nagging and nagging... the staff ask me not to care abt him... then i juz kept my mouth shut... and he keep naggin around... so annoying...

then next happened at the bookshop... lilian wanted to get a staple for lucas cos he keep asking for staple and she got fed up... so i ran over to see wad colour is there... then after we have chosen it, we wanted to walk to the counter... then someone is blocking the way... there is 2 of them... 1 not blocking 1 blocking... then the not blocking one say eh someone wan to cross... so she move 1 side... then she commented wan to cross dunnoe how to say excuse me... in the first place i nv wanted to cross over... i was looking at somehting... and i got hot after hearing tt... then i say no body say excuse me means the person does not wan to cross... wads the problem... at first lilian didnt know wad happen... after she know, she started to say them... and they got stunted... dun even dare to look at us... im like wad the fuck... juz shut ur fucking mouth then nothing will happen...

next happened to lilian... the china man came to enquire abt things... then after answering, he still have doubt then she was busy at tt time so her got fed up... then the stupid china man say wad kind of service is this... then lilian say this is how singaporean serve... hahaha... bloody stupid china man...

then this last time is a joke... this auntie came at 8 soemthing... so its a risk tt it might be full... so she approached my sis... so lilian walked over and grab her passport to wave master... then she got shocked... she ran after her and say hu r u to grab my pp and go... hu know hu r u... and she starting to nag... lilian was in the counter when she took her pp... obviously she is someone hu is working here... so she have the right to take ur pp to go and print and such... wad is the f***ing problem... then she started to make a fuss say how can anyhow take her pp... we actually can juz slowly go and print and she might not be able to go in... then she started to make a fuss again... she asked wad the lilian's name and such... i oso got hot at this time... so i shouted her name is lilian... anything juz go ahead and complaint... we did nothing wrong and we are juz helping them and we dun deserve this kind of treatment...

f*** today every thing is juz in a mess... there is all kind of ppl in the society...

i can only hope tml everything is fine and smooth...

2009-03-26T22:37:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since i shop until leg pain... ytd i really walked until leg pain... as if steped on alot of lemon... hahhaa...

we walked like half the perimeter of sin... fr home to habourfront to pennisula plaza to citilink then to marina square then back to citilink then to suntec to shaw tower to bugis to chinatown to bedok to loyang then back to my house then to tampines then back home again... walk a total time of abt 9 hrs... hahaha...

planned to go change currency, eat xiaolong bao and buying things wif mark... so we arranged to meet in the late morning cos i wan to buy fishcake... after buying fishcake, went to my office to change big note... then went to see shoe at vivo... then to pennisula to see how is the rate there... then we walked back to citilink cos need to go MS to change ivy's disc... then back to citilink cos need to buy shoe... then walked to suntec... and we went to explore around... cos mark long time nv go there... then we walk towards bugis... had a short break at shaw tower to eat subway... hahaha.. so shiok to sit down at tt point of time... lol... after tt went to bugis junction and finally there he then bought the shoe... cos vivo no size... citilink tt one got defect... heng bugis have...

went to chinatown cos lina finsih work liao so we asked around wad is the best rate... finally settled wif 1 shop then finally can go and eat xiaolong bao... this xiaolong bao is very nice... the soup inside is very sweet... its located at the hakwer center... the one above the wet market...very nice... ppl shld go and have a try... hee... then went to og to shop... then me and mark did a bus to bedok to meet charles and joyce... lina and cheryl went back home... we then went to bai bai... then think of no to buy toto... hahaha... then went to my house for mahjong then was hungry so went to mark's place there to eat prata...

such a long day rite... very long but very fun... lol...

count down to taiwan: 5 days!!!!

2009-03-23T21:24:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since playing mahjong for continuous days... but this weekend, we played for 3 days... hahaha... shiok... first was on fri... played at my house wif charles, mark and zann...

then sat played at aunite alice's club... had our operating department bbq... we booked a room at this changi beach club... so went there after work wif mark, ahmei and bear... eat first when we reach... then started to plan for our next activity... wanted to play bowling but close liao... then mahjong aunties playing... so we actually wan to start playing cards... juz then the aunties dun wan to play le... so we played wif charles, mark and auntie alice... started at 1230 and ended at 130... then went for prata at changi village wif alice, agnes... then send the both of them back then the 3 of us went to bai bai... on our way back, we start to talk abt nos for 4d... then we decided on this no... and we mixed all the no up... and guess wad we kana starter... hahah... first time man... hahaha...

then ytd went to play mahjong at yishun... wif the same ppl on fri... hahaha... juz talking abt joke... so funny... laugh until anyhow play... lol...

exciting weekend... its been some time since like tt liao... always eating before tt... ahhaha...

going to taiwan in another weeks' time... hahaha...

2009-03-20T19:29:00.002+08:00

i have a question for my friends...

have u wondered now if u are living in SINGAPORE or CHINA?????

i was super angry this morning on my way to work... i was already late then the first 30 came and it was a single deck... and its super crowded already... so i thought the next bus will be coming soon... so i waited for the next one... true enough the second bus came and its was alot more spacious... and was already very tired thought can have a short nap on the bus... juz when i was abt to fall aslp, im at the old airport road bus stop... then alot of ppl boarded... all china man... its those dark skinned ones and they talk very loud and u dunnoe wad they talking abt kind...

then this stupid guy came to sit beside me... f****ing hell juz sit down properly lah... do u have to sit down so hard??? made me had a shock... and its ok... the shirt like dunnoe nv wash or didnt wash properly.... i almost vomitted... so crowded... wan slp cannot slp... then the smell... this is the worst jounery to work... then nvm... i tried to settle down... then i started falling aslp again... juz as i was abt to slp again, again another f****ing man sneezed... i dunnoe how he sneezed... think he sneezed using his whole lung and thoart... its damn loud... and i really jump up fr my slp... wad the hell lah... damn irritaing... i swear if im late i wont thake the 645 bus... i rather spent abit more and take a cab to work... shld have go wif my feeling... cos already have the mood to take a cab le... but wan to save so this kind of thing happen... sian...

ruined my morning... told everyone in my office... they all laugh like hell... lol...

2009-03-15T23:15:00.002+08:00

today morning was an exciting one... abit dramatic but its real... lol....

morning cruise was ok... then so i was calculating the money for 1210... then things happen... not in the office but outside the office... first was this uncle the fainted... then ppl start to crowd round him... including our ppl... then suddenly lucas went over to anna and tell her to be careful of this guy... he keep taking his camera shooting things... so as the crowd gets nearer, lilian saw wad was on his camera... its pic of ger's leg... so at this point of time he noticed soemthing was not wrong... so he deleted it away then anna went to approach him... saying she's normal wear police... ask him to show his camera... but too late he already delete all... but lilian confirm she saw tt... so i was at the counter... i juz wanted to ask walk out and ask if the fainted uncle need any hot drink... then they started to ask me to see this camera if there is any pic... i was so blurred... cos i didnt know wad had happen... after knowing, i took the sd card to make a recovery to see wad he have taken... while the ppl outside tried to stop him fr running away... he seems so cool and had a innocent face... so they took his work permit and had a copy of it...

after scanning the card, we saw the pics he took was all woman's leg... wear jeans oso take... dunnoe wad he wan to see... so stupid... after checking, they decided to let him off... cos he really nv take much... juz take legs... lame... but hes so prevert anyway... only 22 yrs old... china man... hai... the 2 things make our afternoon so exciting... lol...

then after work arranged wif lucas and hengky tt we go play pool... but it was hard to arrange... all dunoe where to go... finally after work then decided... so we went vivo arcade wif alan, lucas, lilian, hengky and andi... then lilian went off... then much later alan went off... we played for the whole 3 hrs... but we spent more then 3 hrs in the arcade... cos before tt we already started playing games... then after the game, lucas went off first... then we oso headed home... cos im tired... dunnoe y so tired... hahaha...

today is my off day... yeah... can slp until i shiok... so tired now... going for a rest...

2009-03-15T00:33:00.002+08:00

had a super short day today... started work at 2... was a little late... hate taking train on a weekend... super duper alot of ppl... it was all in a mess when i reached there... the moment i reach... haven even have the time to put down my bag, they asked me to collect money... thought supposed to be she the one collecting but no... not even time for u to leave yet... but anyway i can handle... so its ok... then contiuned like tt... until 6 something... then i can go out for a break... and the first time i can go to toilet... then went back to carry on wif the last ferry...

juz hate talking to old ppl... they juz cant understand things... hai... so angry taking to them... and i dun have the patient like the others... so its make things more diffcult... i juz like to suan them... but i feel bad after tt... contridicting... lol...

another 2 weeks plus im going to taiwan... getting excited when time is nearer... and i will be departing fr T3... hahha... so happy... first time go oversea take SQ, go for 1 month and can depart fr T3... hee...

2009-03-11T00:11:00.002+08:00

its been some times since i last came to blog... not really busy but got nothing to share... my daily life is always juz like tt...

april is finally coming and i can go taiwan... then may will be working... new tasks... wonders if i can handle them... then mark's bday... sort of know wad to get for him... so mr foo pls look forward to ur present... lol...

2009-02-28T02:01:00.002+08:00

today is really a very scary sleeping day for me... dunnoe if im too tired or i rarely have time to slack or wad... i have been sleeping the whole day and now i still can slp anytime... hahaha....

i slpet at 5 something this morning until 2 something in the afternoon... then woke up to have my brunch then watch abit of tv then fall aslp again until 8 at night... then woke up for dinner... and watched tv, playing ds and surfing the net until now... and a while more im going to slp again... hahaha... until tml 10 plus then going to work... hee... slp, slp and more slp... so shiok...

2009-02-27T03:44:00.002+08:00

saw kelly poon today... i do 欣賞 her... but see her like no feeling... lol... think cos i saw her before le ba... so no big deal... lol...

2009-02-23T02:52:00.005+08:00

ans reveal.....

got the correct ans??? hahaha... funny rite...

suddenly i have this realisation of u nv know wad will happen to u the next sec, min, hr, day, yr... so pls treasure the people around u... really really treasure them... singapore is not a very big nor very small place... so its hard to bump into each other and become friends...so the magic word is to treasure....

2009-02-18T23:46:00.008+08:00

supposed to study... but got bored... and sleepy... so start to sort out the photos... so photo time.... genting trip last yr...

energy in sin 221108

next... its was during new yr time... nothing to do then hui xian came up wif this idea of playing win, lose or draw... then took down this super "well done" pic tt she have drawn... and wif another one mark have drawn... i will juz upload the pic and not posting the ans yet... so friends make a guess wad it is then i will reveal the ans at my next post ok... hee... the category is MOVIE...

this is a fish cake tt mark have bought fr my fav shop... this is a super big one and is this how he eat.. it so look like a sail.. ask him not to eat first but he already took 2 bites... hahaha... and ya... this is the nicest fish shop... it is originated fr tiong bahru... but they had a branch at boon keng... go try it... u wont regret...

enough of relaxation... have to go back to my book... another 4 chapters to go...

zhangshuping add oil!!!

2009-02-14T00:29:00.002+08:00

its blogging time... hee... had another busy day today... alot of last min things.... got me so in a hurry and panic... first was going to sch for apel... thought have to print the print out... so took a cab to sch cos im already late then went to library wanting to print... but alot of ppl so thought go back engine... still alot of ppl... so went to class first... then realise dun need to print... f... anyway nvm... before i left the class, my classmate asked if i had gone for the interview 20% then i haven... so she ask me to go... but have to wear formal... i wear until go market lor... so have to rush home to change then go back and reach at 2... interview start at 2...

it didnt turn out very well cos not prepared... but im happy so long as i got a pass... the teacher kept throwing me question and im so in a blank... hai... sad... then after the interview have to rush to CGP presentation... but before tt have to go hand in my EELD project... ahve to walk all the way fr engine sch to IT sch then all the way back to engine sch... and today the weather is damn super hot and humid and im wearing the stupid formal shirt... can u imagine how hot it is... then took some time at the presentation... cos have to amend things... and so finished everything at 435... hai...

today is the last day of sch and yet so many things to be done... still there's 2 more project to hand up on mon... 1 is juz buring out the other still have to present... dunnoe wad sort of question i will kana... cos i dunnoe anything at all... but of cos im abit of a smart alec... so not so bad...

and i spent the whole night watching a new show... called 協奏曲 Concerto... ppl this show is nice... watched the first 2 ep last week... then find it quite nice so contiuned today... indeed its super nice... and super touching... this is the second show in my life make me really cry like hell... but its only until ep7 tt is nice... cos the main actor died... so sad.... die for nothing... hate his father... so not understanding... see u lost ur precious son... and make ppl no husband and father... i really highly recommand u all to go and watch... its super nice... now im watching ep 8... not so exciting liao... i will let u all know if its nice... hee... back to show... then to bed...

2009-02-13T02:46:00.003+08:00

ended my 'busy' day.... went to sch for quiz and presentation but i nv present cos im scare... lol... then went down to work... then at night went for dinper after going to mustafa... and would like to THANK MR ACE MARK FOR PEI-ING ME TAKE THE SAME BUS... THANK YOU!!!

starting to worry abt my working life... dunnoe wad shld i go for... hai... ppl give me alot of advise of im scared... its so like a stranger to me...

hope can make up my mind and have a good start...

2009-02-12T01:51:00.002+08:00

omg!!! this is the last week of my sch liao!!! so fast... juz a blink of eyes... im graduating.. *keep my fingers crossed... hahaha....

alot of projects this sem... but i got no mood to do so really wan to thank qizheng alot for doing everything... but i did do the reports... cos he dun like to write report so sort of break the task... though his is super diffcult lah... anyway almost all is cleared... and i still have 1 report haven write... cos the program not done yet and i cant copy the codes...

juz finished the e-learning project... it took me 4 hrs doing it... and luckily my sis lappy can install flash... if not i will juz die... my lappy sux... cannot install anything at all... actually not i dun wan to do the projects but i cant install them and i cant do it at home and i dun like to do it in sch... tts the reason...

anyway not really looking forward to working life but super looking forward to the taiwan trip... ppl im going there for a month!!! hahaha... can have a taste of how is their life there... i predict it to be super slack... hahaha... getting more and more excited liao... hahaha...

alright 4 hrs of working non stop my back and shoulder is super stiff now... need to go have a rest and chill... tml afternoon need to go for a quiz and the elearning presentation then need to rush down to work... busy day... this week have been a busy week... cos of all the dues... anyway i had alot of fun and relaxation... so not so bad...

2009-02-04T20:01:00.005+08:00

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超無聊的！！！！！

連網上講話的朋友都沒有！！！

好可悲！！！

2009-02-03T22:54:00.001+08:00

its already the second month of the new yr... tts fast...

rotted at home the whole day... juz too lazy to move around...
reall need to do something to my bed... need to flip it the other way round... starting to feel the therapy... didnt really feel it until mark keep mentioning abt getting a bed for my bday present...

wonder if andi is back...

2009-02-02T05:26:00.002+08:00

i had such an interesting and chaotic day... and exciting.. but bad things happen oso...

the start of the morning was fine as the money and pax count for the morning was all rite... even if working wif the blurrest sherman... but things start to happen after me and lilian went for breakfast and strolling around... the first thing was the miscalculation of money for the 1210 ferry... i was short of 90 bucks... which is abt my whole day's pay... but my manager say she will absorb 40 and me and the other blur guy have to pay half each... and it alreayd ruin half of my day... then came another stupid player hu deny to pay the cancellation fee cos he was late... its his own fault but he still dun wan to pay for it... then he threaten to throw paint at our office at night... so stupid of him to tell the whole world... this matter got very big and my boss even came down to settle it... then at abt the same time... SD they lost their organiser... then another motion... here ppl threatening there looking for organiser... where got time... then confilct happen... wah... so many things... then we settled 1 by 1... first settle the threatening guy... but have to wait for him to come back... so start to have them to find by looking at the cctv... make a big fuss becos none of us know how to opreate the cctv.... so called and asked and tried to get to the right timing and all... then finally found all of them came in to look at the tv... it super thrilling to catch thief... anyone hu stand there then they will get suspected... had so much fun... hahah... but in the end we sw this auntie picking up the organiser then open it up and wonder wad is it then stuff it in her bag... this kind of thing they oso wan... wad the hell they thinking... so after all this things settled its already 3 plus 4... then very soon finsihed work...

then chilled awhile deciding where to go wif lilian... then finally we went party world and sing... first time she went there then came her bf... then we sang and had alot of fun then i tobang their cab to simon's house for eating and gambling... its still new yr!!! haha... played wif his colleagues... so fun... and finally i won 10 bucks... lol...

wad a exciting, fun, thrilling, interesting and chaotic day i have rite... hahah...

and ya... happy belated bday to everyone!!!! today is the 7th day of the new yr which is ren ri and its everyone's bday... haha...

got abit shocked when i saw garage battle's msg on my tag board... anyway ppl do go check out this garage battle as its fun... free ad ar... next time muz charged... hee... or have to help me click on the ad i have...

2009-02-01T00:05:00.002+08:00

today is not a good day for me... so quickly end it... went straight home after work... dun wan anything bad to have the chance to happen... today did quite handful of wrong things... count wrong money... wrong pax... wrong timing... everything seems to be wrong... until lilian got fed up then ask me to juz sit there and dun do anything... hahah... after so long this is the first time i go work and keep doing wrong things... the last time shld be when i juz pick things up... tts abt 1 yr ago... its tt long... hai... hopefully this yr wont be so bad...

last night oso had a super bad mahjong game... so long time nv lose so much le... maybe i need to go change my luck... but i nv 犯太歲 eh...

anyway gald tt i have ended my day.....

2009-01-31T03:11:00.004+08:00

something its better to be hide deep in my heart.... but it really really hurt alot when its dig out...

so on the surface it maybe a different story... so juz let it be...

it will be happier this way...

all in all its irreplaceable...

2009-01-24T17:26:00.006+08:00

2nd post of the day!!! too bored!!!

had a boring afternoon... sat is so boring... tv no show de... no show tt suits me... so went to my vcd cupboard and took out new york minute to watched... this show starring this twins... mary kate and ashley olsen... simply love them... i dunnoe y... i juz find them so pretty...and i super like their hair...

still remember when i was in pri or sec sch saw their drama on teevee... they so cute... then from
then on i like to watch any show of them...

talking abt twins... i like to read sweet valley series books... they oso have a twins sister inside... jessica and elizabeth wakefields... i seems to like twins... lol...

anyone hu is interested to watch this show can let me know... i can lent it to u... this story is abt this twins whereby their mother have passed away and thus a change in their relationship... and the advantage starts making them realise wad is the real change in each other... but its a happy ending show...

2009-01-24T13:51:00.002+08:00

had a dream while i was slping juz now... this dream is quite long... i went toilet and yet it still can conitnue... its a super sweet dream... so i wish it can come true... as it says 美夢成真...

was watching the 'say i do' show again... its a show where they help couple to plan a surprised 求婚... so sweet lah... and very touching oso... everytime watch i will feel happy for them...

tml is cny eve but dun have the feeling of new yr... maybe its becos already of a certain age liao... so new yr is juz another day... a few days of resting day... but still got income... cos got hongbao mah... lol... this is the second yr i spent new yr wif friends... cos now got no place to go visting expect for my grandma house... so spent wif friends... going to friend's house for mahjong... lol...

but this yr had a super hard time clearing my room... cos our room had a new wardobe... so have to repack all our clothes... so many clothes we have... hahah... then have to rearrange the formation of my room... hahaha... quite happy with the arrangement... all fit into place... but still a few stuffs got no place to go... still finding and thinking hard where to put them... hee...

now need to help my stupid sir do his blog... hee... then need to go touch up on my room... then maybe got time need to go run some errands...

2009-01-22T00:47:00.004+08:00

scv channel 46 is repeating 黑糖馬琦朵 and make me wan to watch it again and its so nice... how i wish i can be like 鬼鬼... dun mind having cancer... but its false alarm in the end... and everyone pairing up... how nice...

and channel 56 repeating 這裡發現愛... i realise whenever i watch 偶像劇, i only like to watch those part when 2 person get tgt... so sweet and romatic... this show i like to see 徐樂 and 能賢... when i see until this parts i will like get so touched...

starting to get emo... talking abt friends now... hai... am i tt lousy???

2009-01-21T19:25:00.002+08:00

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2009-01-20T23:38:00.002+08:00

did quite alot of things today... watched 1 and a half movie... packed 2 cupboard and the side table in my room... then went ikea to shop for a new wardobe... and got scolded for nothing... i didnt mean it... and 4got tt u are working wif ur boss... hai... sorry lah...

dunnoe wads wrong wif my head nowadays... it keep spinning or pain... think i slp too much... hai...

2009-01-19T19:35:00.004+08:00

have a new blogskin... super like the colour combi... grey, black, white and pink.... such nice colours.... so changed it immediately...

ytd had a very funny incident... lilian wanted to message her feet wif a pen... but in the

end......

she thought the pen tip is closed... but NO!!! hahaha....

2009-01-18T23:09:00.002+08:00

life is boring, meaningless... and it sux....

but it goes on no matter wad...

family, friends, colleagues, class mates...

all passerby???

cant get red clothes for my new yr... cos need to wear it during first and second day at work... cannot find nice de... can find no size... S abit tight... L too big... M out of stock... sad...

bought a dvd recorder and a karaoke dvd player... the karaoke player damn cool... but its a sad thing the tv speaker cannot take the power... tried the karaoke and fixed the recorder... its all done... can do recording liao... so cool... but now lesser enegry liao... if not can do another collection...

watching xing guang da dao now... then 1 of the contestant 梁一貞 she sang 過敏... then suddenly all the memories came back... the practicing time, the lyrics paper wif all the actions, the competition time, the rehearsal at MG... wah... so long le... after hear her sing then i realise her interpretation of the song is abt the same as me... but of cos her voice is more powerful... mine is like thinner... but i can turn around the tone... used this song for be a star competition for 2 times... both times for audition... i feel even the closing eyes part is abt the same... maybe is when into the song le then its abt the same ba... interesting... so feel like singing tt song again... practice it...

BORING!!!

2009-01-17T22:59:00.002+08:00

this morning had a pack of nasi lemak wif a cup of coffee for breakfast and this start my horrible day... got stomach pain right after i finish eating... so went washroom and things like tt... thought im done but no... the pain contiuned... so went to washroom for dunneo how many times then jasmine asked me to go get carbon pills... was abit better after eating tt... then later in the evening, it came back... tt time i got feeling of gastric flu is coming soon... but still ok cos only abit of feeling...

thought it will go off after a while... so planned where to go after work... supposed to meet wif joyce and charles but last min cancelled... luckily didnt go... cos the moment i reached home, i threw up... hai... hate throwing up... felt better after tt... and starting to feel hungry... dunone wad to eat now... feel like eating congee... but no where to get it now... sad... maybe go cook some maggi mee ba...

2009-01-16T14:51:00.002+08:00

mood suddenly not very good... cos alot of project is 1 thing... but there's 1 more thing oso... if it does not have problem, i wont have much problem... but since it have problem, i will oso start to have problem.... so hope the thing gets better so i will oso be better....

so wish to know wads happening... though im controlling it very well... but sometimes it does come back again... its hard... cos its irreplaceable...

2009-01-14T19:47:00.004+08:00

photo time!!! some random pics to share...

photos respectivly at airport and orchard...

photo taken at 天津樓 the one thomas ong advertised. happy that i went there cos of thomas ong but the food abit disappointing.

this was taken at pw wif daphne.... we were so amazed by the cow... which is like a 成語... 一鼻孔出氣...

2009-01-13T03:18:00.002+08:00

today was a long day... i supposed... haha...

went for morning class then came back home to rest... but woke up late then headache oso so went to see doctor and get mc... then went back for a nap again... until andi reply msg... then planned to watch movie... finally can watch... changed so many times... going for the 7 one... but its selling super fast so i booked online... heng... online booking is such a wonderful thing... i got there on time... but he was super late... cos he gong gong... miss the stop liao he still dunnoe... so he got to rush fr sim lim down to amk... somemore traffic jam... then watched the show until 930 then took a bus back to tampines... then went to eat first while eating for mark to reach home... then we went to simon's house for mahjong... simon super not on form... cos he not feeling well... so after mahjong we came back home...

tml will be another long day... seems like alot of project is piling up... need to clear them asap...

wanted to upload photo but theres some problem will do it tml... tired liao...

2009-01-12T00:51:00.003+08:00

today was a day full of up and down... my morning was started in a mess... woke up late.... supposed to work 7 i wake up at 7... so rush and reached work at 735... hai... then everything was fine until this uncle came...

he so weird... 3 person at counter... 1 person busy counting money... the other 2 nothing to do... he dun approach the 2 but infact he approach the one counting money... then went i cant take it anymore cos its so distracting and u are dealing with 30k cash... i went to the uncle and asked him to pass me his passport and come back at 11 to collect his tix... and he started to make a big hu-ha... stupid lah... go up oso wont win... then after settling tt, went to tabao food... then planned for the movie... cos andi will be going to jb first and we scare tt he cant be back on time so we didnt get the tix first... when hes back, its already all fully booked... only left wif the first row... so uncomfortable... so postpone to tml... hopefully... so many tml le... i wan to watch red cliff 2... hee.... so nothing to do after work before going to meet mark... so mr tony tin ask if wan to go for dinner at china town... so we went... after eating, went walking around... so crowded... see le oso sian... then me and lilian head to PS... cos she and her bf watching movie then i tagged along cos i can take bus fr town... which is nearer...

but didnt meet charles and joyce... so me and mark went gaint cos he need to get somehing... but we walked like 2, 3 rounds then he approach a personnel then she say have to look for other ppl... but in the end all say its around tt area... but we cant find a single thing... then went back home... hee...

and here i am... feeling very slpy... need to slp... dun wan to take cab in the morning again... so sian... slping time...

2009-01-08T22:13:00.002+08:00

new video uploaded... 雀神。。。

2009-01-08T22:01:00.003+08:00

rested at home the whole day... feeling better le... spent the day watching 我的億萬麵包... cannot finish watching 7 eps in a day... so kua zhang... so not me... last time i can 1 day finish 1 while show... 15 dics i think... lousy liao... but this few days got mood for watching vcd again... ytd watch mark's 白色巨塔... then today is the bread show... not so nice to keep on watching or maybe too myane distraction... teevee got too many nice shows oso...

but in the evening then start to plan things... first andi msg to watch movie... wanted to watch red cliff but haven come out then all the other shows not very nice so decided to watch it when he's back fr batam... then mark called to play mahjong... but simon not free... so its off too... so we shall stay at home tonight... anyway i have stayed home for the whole day le... hee...

now im going back to watch the bread show again... but before tt i need to write a report for tml... hee... i feel like i so guai this week... hee...

2009-01-08T11:43:00.003+08:00

wanted to blog ytd... but cannot log in... dunnoe y... either server or my connection... anway....

im quite settled down with sch work le... but have been slacking at home for the past 3 days... today is the thrid... yted was becos stomach not feelin well... and today is becos of auntie visit... maybe ytd is the prediction of today... supposed to meet qizheng in the morning to do adv mobcomp... but when i wake up, stomach cramp and back pain... hai... so xin ku... so have to tell him tt i cant make it and asked my sis to help me go work... heng she is avaliable... if not i dunnoe how...
now stay at home oso dunnoe wad to do... lol... too pain to move around...

now im quite looking forward to was going to happen this yr... first is the taiwan trip in april... tt was when i have graduated... so maybe going there for 1 month... then i can totally experience their life and culture there... so happy and excited... but wish i can see ahdi on the road... hopefully can see his wife and daughter... hee...

maybe there will be a batam trip again... then will be the macau trip... but not confirm yet...

actually quite excited cos im going to be in the working society in another 3 months time... 4... cos plus 1 month in taiwan... hee... finally i can get rid of all the books and teachers... haha...

ps:random post

2009-01-05T21:47:00.002+08:00

finally get to slp for 1 whole day... i really mean 1 whole day... but got wake up and slp back de lah... hee... woke up at 12 to watch wu di san bao mei then watched the new show quite nice... then slpet again until my sis came back then woke up for lunch... then watch xing guang and slpet in between... still i finished the show... lol...

was thinking how to slp later cos i know abit hard to slp le... cos i lay on bed very long and still very engertic... heng there's place to go... going to huixian's house for mahjong.... and i can get to eat dinner oso... hee... but i cant eat too much le... new yr coming and i wan to wear nice clothes... hee... so im going to share it wif huixian... share the fats... hahaha...

talking abt new yr... did some shopping... bought a jeans fr levis signature and a blue top fr topshop... think im going to stop here here unless i see something really very nice... cos now abit out of shape so not in the mood of buying... hee...

there is 2 lab test tml... hopefully can pass... lol...

2009-01-04T16:05:00.002+08:00

super sian now... at work.. nothin to do... using my manager's laptop to blog..

firstly wishing all a

HAPPY NEW YR!!!!

my new yr wishes for this yr is to gradute fr sch, go taiwan, earn alot of money!!! hahah...

but now abit bored of life.. not schooling then working... not working then playing... sian... wads the aim for me?? i dunnoe... lol... maybe its time for me to think over it... but i dunnoe... juz taking 1 step at a time...

at work not much things happen.. juz tt responsibility is getting heavier...

spent my new yr eve at charles's house eating steamboat and playing mahjong... cos its his bday... HAPPY BELATED BDAY CHARLES!! HAHAHA!! then on new yr nothing much... last min then decide to meet at charles house for another game of mahjong... alright continue later... outside seems to be alot of things going on... going to work...

2008-12-26T18:30:00.002+08:00

merry christmas everyone!!!

this yr's xmas nothing special... exchanging presents, eating, gathering and drinking... lol... on eve, went to asian cruise first cos they having a feast so i went down to grab something to eat... then met lina at town to do last min shopping for presents... only managed to get a adidas tee shirt for mark... i have aim this tee for super long time... cos its very nice and i like it very much... hee... then went to kovan to get some more things for the party then we head back to her house...

got busy wif all the preparation then ppl start coming... after we finish preparing, then start eating then playing... then the exhange of presents... we got a house phone... then contiuned playing and head back home at 3 plus... then went to work at 7... today work quite fun... cos its xmas... but everyone was tired cos last night all went out to play... but before i was abt to end work, this group of youngster was damn stupid... came late and they cant get in... and i had already prepared everything to close then have to do refund and explanation y they cant go in and such... angry... then headed down to pw to meet them... made someone super angry... hee... i didnt mean it but i juz dun wan to put my problems to ppl's ear... so i kept quiet then he angry... hahah... then went over to john's pub for drinking session... wanted to eat at bk first... but saw jun an... then waited for mandy and eugene so we missed the opening hr then have to eat mac... sian... then drink and play until 4 plus then we head home... then didnt go to work... super tired... then slpet until 3 something...

now meeting elieen, sl, lina and mark to go tampines to eat ding tai fung... hahah.. shiokness... wait for my pics ba... hee...

2008-12-24T02:56:00.002+08:00

dunnoe wad to blog but wan to come and blog... lol... stupid and tts me... hee...

i find myself weird... sometimes there's this feeling tt i juz wan to flirt around... hahah... dun ask me to interpert wad i mean... cos i oso dunnoe... juz wan to find a guy to talk to and disturb them maybe... hee... siao one... abit like a 自暴自弃 kinda of feeling... i dunnoe if its rite... cos i oso dunnoe... hahaha... hope this feeling go away soon... cos im not a kind of person hu is like tt... hai...

today is xmas eve... dunnoe wad to buy yet... still alot of presents to buy... tml off and going back to asian cruise to give out presents and to eat... haha...

2008-12-23T00:48:00.006+08:00

happy belated 21st bday to eileen!!!!

so sorry... nv go to her party... really slip out of my mind... supposed to let her know if im going once i come back fr genting... anyway will get her a present... hee...

juz now went to work and there's so many things to do... need to guide this 2 new comers... bear and dominic... but its quite fun working wif them and they pick up very fast... and have to stand outside and 拉客... hai... then after work need to go for wedding dinner... didnt wan to go in the first place... but after seeing the venue, changed my mind... cos always thought tt the inside shld be very class whenever i walk pass... wondering wad hotel?? i wont tell u... but its near far east...

but its utter disappointment... first started wif the car park... its so run down... run down until the sign board all not clear... the arrows marking on the floor oso fading... wad the... then the lift fr car park to lobby... so scary... the sound and the jerking... like a super old lift... then went to the function room... the direction given is oso not clear... the sign board so small and its at a corner... anyway then we found it... the function room quite small... then the place we siting at cannot see the stage at all... but the side there is screen... thought they will take down and show it on the screen for ppl hu cant see... but no... the service is not good oso... the waiter and waiterss all face so black... and so hard to get their attention to get drinks... hai... but the food is nice... but nv fulfil my stomach... then is the restroom... way below my expectation... i think even shopping centre restroom is better then them... thought it will be very grand inside but hai... sad... nothing special... maybe i have gone to alot of restroom in different hotel... and i have go find wad how many stars they have... they have 5 stars... and swissotel only 4... but swissotel's restroom is so much better then them...

next is wad i have mentioned in my previous show... this is part 1... everytime i blog, i will upload 1 video... any comments pls tag... hee...

2008-12-22T01:36:00.002+08:00

finally found the song tt i always wanted... so long... have been listening this song for so long... they always play this on 933... nice song... lol...

this coming week is going to be a super busy one... not sure if im able to tahan it... but i think i can... lol... determination is the word... x'mas coming... haven buy any present yet... scare dun have the time liao... die... but can lah... but only buy at vivo and habourfront... lol...

next is preview of next post... videos!!! stay tune for all this interesting videos... its very amazing... so do come back to look out for it...

2008-12-20T01:40:00.002+08:00

went drinking wif lilian and agnes after work... drinking time is always a throw up time... throwing up on wad happen at work...

but agnes gave me a piece of advice of wad i can do in my life... while she was saying, my heart feels so heavy... but wad she say is true... if i carry on to skip my class, i will be getting no where... and ppl around me will suffer... but i know its a must to complete my studies... at least i need a diploma so as to survive better next time... and work, its either i concentrate on my work and quit sch or i try to balance out on both... but there's something which is always on my mind... its either i get over and done wif it... or i will juz get stuck wif it i wont be anywhere in 5 yrs time... wad she say is so true and i agree wif it totally... but i need to be very determined... she said 1 can lose everything but cannot lose its pride... i feel like i am losing my pride... so i need to go find it back again...

and my phlilosophy may not be always rite... i need to accept other phlilosophy in life...

so wad i wan to do now is... to complete my studies... put all the other things aside first... work, family and friends... but of cos not leisure... without tt i will juz die... hahaha...

2008-12-18T20:47:00.002+08:00

this morning's wind is so cold... got feeling as though in genting like tt...

ytd worked in the morning then supposed to meet daphne after work for lunch wif liyi... but daphne cant meet us cos she need to meet her client... so juz me and liyi went for lunch... planning to go home and slp after lunch cos last night didnt really slp... but mandy coming vivo so accompanied her for a while then i went back home to slp... until 8 something then woke up and get ready to meet mark to go simon's house for mahjong.. and his mother cooked porridge for us... so motherly taste... after 1 round, we played playstation 3... so funny... then me and huixian fall slp... then the 2 guys played their games... until 6 then we left... then we went for breakfast first then went back home... the wind was so cold... like genting like tt...

then slept until 5 plus woke up for dinner then fall aslp again until now... a while more then im going to slp again... so tired.. tml working full again...

2008-12-15T17:46:00.011+08:00

haven got the pictures for genting... so cannot compile them yet... hee... but here to share some photos tt was taken some times ago...

yoyo and coco after they have shave their hair...

4 photos of the same kind

took this after we had farewell dinner at katong cos derrick flying overseas... then we met charles and joycelyn to go aiport to chill and la kopi... went TCC

met joycelyn at tampines to shop while waiting for charles and mark to come and meet us... ding tai feng is so nice lor... craving for it liao.. if nv remember wrongly, after having dinner, they came to my house for mahjong... hee...

went for lunch wif liyi at vivo... wanted to try this cos tt time walked past like quite cool.... but the food is ok only... lol... the curry is very different fr the one i cooked... but i think mine is nicer eh... lol... but the plate is super big... liyi ate tt... then i ate the cabbage thingy... had always wanted to try it whenever i saw it on tv... but im quite disappointed... cos its like tt only lor... lol... ordered tt blue drink cos i like blue... nothing special oso...

took this went we were shifting office... ppl in big group: ahxiong, cliff, ahmay, meiling, alan, me, rita, ahbao, and xiaohei

find this very interesting... black, grey and red in a row... ahtee, ahblack and mr tin...

then there is this indian... reading newspaper... wondering wad newspaper hes looking at??? scroll down...

chinese paper!!!! hahhahahh!!!

next is at the new office already... lilian she has this 四大天王... namely, ahtee, ahxiong, ahblack and mr tin... name is not in order of ranking...

2008-12-12T01:38:00.004+08:00

finally term test is over... nv really study for this 2 papers but hopefully i can pass... but i doubt so... anyway... let it be...

ytd midnight went airport to la kopi wif mark, charles and mandy... they talk i study... lol... went to eat popeye first cos i say im hungry.. then went to coffee bean... then went back home at 4 plus.. then went for my test in the morning then went to my sis's sch.. cos she 4got to bring her wokr to sch so i bring it over for her... so kind of me rite... then ate in her sch then came back home to slp... slpt for 3 hrs then woke up and realise its raining... supposed to meet mandy at 5 but was late cos of the rain,..

after meeting, we went down to vivo to wait for joycelyn to come... went to pizza hut for dinner... then went settle stuffs then waited for mark to finish work... then joyce went to pick up her friend then sent mandy home... then the 4 of us went for supper... then back home...

so slpy now... think the next time i shld be able to post the photos here... cos now my thumb frive is wif mark le... e can pass it to me once hes donwr eif it...

2008-12-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

so tiring at work... hate holidays... so many ppl... lol... but out of a sudden had a very strong feeling of wanting to stop everything im doing... in other words, to put everything to a stop... the feeling is so strong... i dunnoe y i will have this feeling suddenly... maybe becos i dunnoe wad to do in life now... like so aimlessly... nothing for me to work forward to... no mood to attend sch liao... work is oso so tiring... the only thing i find interesting is to rest, play and relax... maybe im too tense in doing alot of things... and i learnt something oso... sometimes we dun have to bother so much... sometimes juz think of urself... juz care abt urself...

2008-12-06T02:22:00.002+08:00

im back fr genting... now at home... the jounery back is so sian... its a 7 hrs bus ride... hai... even if u wan to slp oso cannot slp properly... cos they will wake up to say tt there is a toilet break... at first u cant slp... but when u finally get to slp, announcment begins...
dear passenger, we have reached the toilet break destination... pls go to the toilet as the next stop is abt 1 and a half hrs....

well day 1 reached there at around 5 plus... cos of bus faulty, jams and everything... after reached there, went to checked in then settle our stuff then went to casino... then eat then me and mark went back to the room first cos we are tired... the moment we bathed, we juz slp until the next day...

day 2 woke up at around 10 something... wash up and everthing then went out... the rest went casino while the four of us went to sing k... first time singing wif elderly ppl... can be quite fun oso... can sing those retro songs... lol... after k, we went back to play jack pot... no luck... then me and mark went to walk around the whole of genting... actually the place is not big at all... everywhere is connected... fr here can go there and fr there can come back here... lol... we went to cyber cafe where mark starts to have a blog... 041208.... memorable date... hahah... helped him to create one... then went walking again... bought cup noodle and coffee bean before we went back... tts our supper... back in the room then realise tt my pyjamas are in the other room... but i dun have the other room's key... so have to walk all the way back to the casino to take fr them... funny incident happened... heng he went wif me... if not i dunnoe wad will happen... i got stopped at the entrance cos i looked too young... sad... then he explained and we got in... took then went back... we bathed then eat noodles then we start to play 2 person mj... forfeit is to hit hand... lol... after playing then slp...

day 3 have to wake up at 10... cos 12 have to check out le... put our bags then went back to casino again... they do the final spirnt... then we lost 100 before we go for our lunch... hahaha... went to eat marry brown... its not as nice as it is when its at sin... tthen came back after eating...

overall quite enjoyable... but dun like to spent the whole day in casino... so boring... lol... still have upload the pics... i think something wrong wif my memory stick,... will do it once i have the pics...